-Irene-
It’s Tuesday, and I really wish Chan had already read the that I gave him last week. It’s been days since I put that letter in his bag, and for many reasons, there’s no way he wouldn’t see that. If he hasn’t read it by now, then I don’t know! I don’t know what to do anymore.
Wait a minute, maybe this is a sign that he’s really not for him. Oh gosh, the thought of that hurts me, but what if it’s true? What if Wendy’s words yesterday is true, that if he doesn’t read it, then I have to move on? Move on!? Isn’t that hard to do when I haven’t even started yet?
I can’t digest the fact that my letter is just a waste of time, and that having feelings for him is not right. Why is teenage life so hard? If he won’t mention anything about that letter, the
