Rose As I stood here, removing my clothing, I wondered to myself, what the hell was I thinking? The answer to that, I wasn’t thinking, I just wanted to feel. I needed to find a distraction, a way to block out all the bad stuff, the blood, the anxiety, worry and fear I constantly felt lately. I was a strong woman; I knew that for certain. Whoever I had been in my previous life, I knew she must have been a force to be reckoned with. I just didn’t know why. This version of me was strong too, but there was also a feeling of being scared and concerned for those that I care about. Namely, Zac and Dylan. Right now, though, I needed them more than I needed air in my lungs. I wanted skin to skin contact, to feel their hands on my body, to taste them on my lips. There was an urgency inside me th