Born to love you.

Chapter 5

Knock! Knock!

Raven opens the door. The

Butler gave the medicine and informed me that dinner was ready. He asked the butler to bring the food inside the room later. He planned to feed Chase once he woke up.

"Master Raven, I forgot to tell you. Madam and Sir had an urgent business trip to London. They opened a branch there. They left when you picked up Master Chase at the airport. Here is the letter, if you need anything just inform me. I'm going down now."

"Thank you."

Raven opens the envelope and reads the letter from Mr. and Mrs. Smith.

Raven, honey.

We miss our son so much but we cannot just ignore our business. This is both for you ok. Please take care of our baby. Raven, please be careful of his heart. And I think it's time. Don't waste time at all. You have our blessings. You know what I mean honey. We love you both. always, I don't know when we will be back.

Love lots,

Auntie Carmen and Uncle James.

Raven just sighed. Indeed, Chase is such a baby, too fragile and innocent. Now he will be the babysitter of this brat. He kept the letter in his drawer and hopped to the bed and slid his body under the duvet. He checks his wristwatch. It's already seven in the evening but the heavy log sleeper is enjoying his own game. He leans closer to Chase's face. He blows to his face but Chase doesn't react. He thinks Chase falls asleep again so he starts to caress his face, he fixes the disheveled hair on his ear that is covering his eyes. He then touches those long lashes and plays with them. Chase's eyelid moves so he quickly retreats his fingers. Why are you so beautiful Chase?

Chase opens his eyes slowly when he feels ticklish in his eyes.

"Raven.." Chase widened his eyes. Raven's face is just inches apart from him and they are together in the bed.

When he was young and didn't have to feel for Raven he didn't care at all, but when he started to like and fall in love with Raven, the feeling was weird. When they are together in the bed and that close, he is panicking internally.

"Hmmm. How do you feel now, Chase?

"I-I'm fine.".Chase is still in a daze and he can't believe that the person he loves secretly is now beside him, talking to him, talking to him unlike when he was picked up from the airport. Chase pinched his hand and made a painful facial reaction.

"What are you doing?"

"I am pinching myself."

"Why?"

"I'm checking if I am not dreaming of Raven. Hehe."

"You are not dreaming. Come here," Raven pulls Chase's hand and brings it to his face.

"Raven.."

"Hmmm.."

"Are you mad at me?"

"I am not."

"You changed Raven...."

"I did not."

"Then why are you ignoring me?"

"I am not."

Chase just looks at him intently trying to read if he is telling the truth.

"Raven.."

"Hmmm."

"Don't you miss me?"

Raven's heartbeats start to race.

"Come here."

Raven pulled Chase to his chest and let him rest his head there and hugged him tightly.

"Raven..your heartbeat is so fast."

"Is it?"

"Mn. Why?"

"I don't know."

"I know."

"Why?"

"Because you want to say something but you can't."

"Right..so did I change?"

Chase finally realized. He remembers, every time Raven wants to tell something but can't utter it directly, he will let him hear his heartbeat.

"No..but can you tell me why your heart is beating fast?"

"Chase, from now on, express what you feel, voice out what you want to say, hmmm?" Raven said while fixing Chase's hair that falls to his cheek when he nods as an answer.

"I will, Raven."

"You make me worried, may I know what makes your chest hard to breathe."

"You are worried? Really?"

"Sure I am. Always."

"Because I thought you were mad at me, that's why I feel you are ignoring me," Chase explained and pouted cutely.

"Tch, you always anticipate the situation before knowing it..."

"That means you are not mad at me?"

"Hmmm, besides, I didn't expect your hair to be like this. You look good on it."

"Thank you Raven..but.I'm hungry now."

"But you just ate earlier.." Raven remembers the kiss earlier.

"I did not. What did I eat?"

"Hahaa, forget it."

"Ah, Raven, you are teasing me again."

"I'm hungry too...listen to my heart, come closer.." Raven wanted to tell Chase too.

"Ha? Raven! Hihi, you don't have to feel nervous if you are hungry. Hemp. Me too, I'm hungry." Chase tried to ease the situation and ride with the flow. Soon, I will find out about Raven.

Raven called the butler through the intercom to bring the dinner into the room.

"Chase...you want me to feed you. Just sit properly ok."

"Mn." Chase is excited. His Raven will feed him.

Raven starts to feed Chase. They are almost finished eating when a sauce spills a little on Chase's lips and flows slowly to his chin. Raven quickly put the tray on the nightstand and because the tissue is on the center table of the mini living room, it was too far to take it.

He slowly pulls closer to Chase's face and licks the sauce that is now about to fall on his cloth. He licks it upward, goes to the corner of Chase's lips, and does it a few times until it's clean. Chase froze like a statue when he felt the warm lips and tongue that touched his face and lips. His heart beats fast and his faces quickly turn red.

"There, it's clean already. That was close.." Raven said when he's done and satisfied. He then goes to pick the tissue box and bring it to the bed. He wipes Chase's wet lips while still frozen and just looking straight blankly.

"Chase..are you ok?"

"Y-yes..." Chase answered but still in a daze and now smiling like an i***t in front of Raven.

"What are you smiling for?"

"Nothing...I am just happy."

"Great, that is a great Chase." Raven chuckles. Chase's reaction is so cute and priceless.

The two eat their dinner on the bed and that was a good start of reunion again for the two after six years of being separated. When they finished, the two freshen up themselves and continued chatting. Chase talks about his life in Korea while Raven talks about his work and the experiences inside his gallery and painting studio.

"What?!"

"Yes!"

"Raven, y-you mean they are naked in front of you?"

"Of course, they must."

"Y-you don't feel weird?"

"No, why would I, Chase?"

"Ahahaha, nothing."

"How about you Chase, have you seen naked bodies in your bare eyes that close?"

"Raven! Of course, I'm not. I only saw it on TV."

"So you mean you are watching those?"

"Not on purpose, it's part of the movie-like bed scenes."

"Hahaha..why is your face getting red again?"

"Raven, stop teasing me.." Chase hit Raven with the pillow and the two played like a child and enjoyed the Pajama Party made by the two people who are hiding their true feelings for each other.

Raven canceled his appointments for one week, it's a big amount of cash lost but nothing compared to being beside Chase. He doesn't want to disappoint Chase's parents. He will resume his work when they arrive. He has an assistant and well-trained worker who can paint clients perfectly though they want Raven personally.

They went to the beach, strolled in the park at night and picnicked, stayed in the house playing video games, and so on. They spend the five days filling the six years they missed being together. They are both happy and content being like this.

It's Friday afternoon and the two are preparing for another night's adventure, they grab something to eat and bring some clothes and something to eat along the way.

"Raven, where are we going this time?

"You will see, Chase."

"Ok, I feel nervous and excited at the same time.

"You will like it there."

After twenty minutes they reach a house, like a mini-mansion with a pool and garden and a spacious lawn.

Chase quickly gets out of the car and gets inside the house.

"Who's house is this Raven, so beautiful, like my dream house-...."

Chase halted when he felt a broad chest touching his back and a pair of hands snaked on his waist.

"Chase, this house is yours...I bought this for you." Raven leans his jaw on Chase's shoulder.

Chase is not moving, he is just listening carefully to every word Raven is saying.

"Why?" Chase asked in a shaky hoarse voice. His heart is beating fast, his hands are trembling and nervous.

"Because this is your dream house."

Chase then recalled the day when he was fifteen.

Raven, I want to have my own house, a dream house like a mansion but not too big, with a pool and garden and a big lawn. And I will live there with you.

Chase suddenly realizes that Raven fulfills his dream but he is still puzzled. He holds the arms that snake on his waist and twists his own body to face Raven.

"Raven..why?"

"Because...because...."

Raven leans closer and captures those red plumpy lips he has been dreaming to taste for a long time. Chase was shocked. He froze for a while but when he tasted the sweet lips brushing into his, he reciprocated and slowly brought his arms on Raven's shoulder and encircled it on his neck. Chase is in a daze, he can't believe his Raven is kissing him. Raven takes out his tongue and licks those lips gently that making Chase moan in his open mouth.

"Ahh..." Raven slid his tongue and asked for entrance and Chase gave way. Raven takes the opportunity and plays Chase's tongue inside his mouth. Raven breaks the kiss when he feels Chase needs to gasp for air.

"Raven..."

Raven pulls Chase's head and places him on his chest and ruffles the blonde hair and sniffs it.

"Do you like the house?"

"Yes..."

Chase hugged Raven tight and let go of Raven's body and started to run and explore the house. Raven just shakes his head. Chase is still innocent. How could he leave him like that?

"Chase, slowly."

"Come, Raven, chase me!"

The two stayed in the garden for a while, it's starting to get dark so they decided to get inside the house.

"So what does my lovely Chase want to have for dinner?"

Chase quickly runs to the huge refrigerator and, surprised, it is full of stocks.

"Raven, you plan this?"

"Hmmm." Raven smiles and blushes when he is finally discovered.

"I want to eat spaghetti, Raven.."

"Then let's cook."

"I don't know how.."

"I will teach you, watch me ok."

Raven quickly steps closer to Chase who just closes the fridge and kisses Chase once more. Chase can't help but kiss back.

"Raven, you said you will teach me how to cook spaghetti, but why are you kissing me?"

"Warming up. Hahaha."

"Raven, you are naughty."

"Says who, you are the one who is stealing kiss.."

"Huh? Who steals a kiss?"

"Don't deny it at all Chase because I caught you that night."

Chase blushed like a red tomato and just hugged his Raven who is now starting to pre-wash the things they need for cooking. Finally, Chase ended up just watching Raven preparing and cooking the food while Chase was just making himself full by staring at his handsome Raven.

"Chase!" Raven spoke so loud that made the latter flinch and stand up from sitting and pouting.

"Raven, I hate you. You scared me."

"Stop daydreaming and take these two plates to the dining table.

"Open your palms."

"Why.."

"Here, take this and bring it to the table."

Raven placed the plates in Chase's hand with spaghetti. Now his hands are full but Raven stops him.

"Chase, listen carefully.."

Chase just nodded.

"Chase, since you were fifteen, I have loved you already, and now I love you more and I love you so much, I want to live with you in this house just like your dream." Chase's eyes widened and later on, tears fell on his cheeks. He wants to wipe his tears but his hands are full.

"You! How dare you confess like this? Raven...I love you too...help me put down these plates, I want to hug and kiss you.."

Raven smiles evilly and pulls him closer, wipes his tears, and starts to kiss him. He panicked and tried his best not to drop the plates on both hands. Raven licked and kissed him down to his neck that making Chase moan, his hands are getting tired from balancing his hands not to drop the plates with spaghetti. Raven explored more and lifted the hem of his t-shirt.

"Raven, you are evil....ahhh.."

"Just shut up Chase, don't let the plates fall.." Raven bit his lower lips and started to slide his hand slowly inside Chase's trousers. Chase's eyes widened until he closed his eyes and moaned.

"Aaaaah...."