Fierce
1959 Words
“What’s with the frown?”
Earl and Rock came to place without prior notice and now they are asking me what’s wrong. Well, it’s not like I have some appointment today. If they hadn’t come, I’d stay home and probably just play NBA.
Rock laughed. “Dude, you look like girl stomped on your heart! We’re just here because we’re bored and your place has the place entertainment stuff.”
I rolled my eyes and walked to the kitchen to get some water. I need more patience because I’m pretty sure that these two will bother me the whole day.
Earl followed me to the kitchen and looked for food in my fridge. “Oh, man! You don’t have anything to eat!” He whined like it’s my fault that he’s going to be hungry the whole time he’s here.
“If you’re hungry, you can order food. Don’t blame it on my fridge!” I told him.
The two assholes just laughed at me before slumping onto my couch, taking my controllers to play Xbox. They were cursing at each other as they chose the players they want.
I just shook my head and took a seat on the one-seater couch. I took my phone and started scrolling on my messaging threads. I saw my messages to Toni but she never had replied once. I hate to admit that she’s the only woman who’s ever ignored my texts for too long!
It’s already been two weeks since that night that we shared together. Ever since that night, I have never been able to sleep at night without imagining that she’s right there, pleasuring me like all the girls do. Although I know that she’s not that kind of person, I still dream of her taking me deep in her throat.
Two weeks. Two f*****g weeks of abstinence from clubs and girls. I’m starting to think that this is not me anymore. I, Fierce Mikhail Bradley, has never been gone to the bar scene for more than three days. And now, here I am, being a bum in the house for the past two weeks. Damn fourteen days!
How I wish school would start soon so I could at least relieve this boredom.
“Are you okay?” Rock asked me.
And that’s the only time I realized that I’ve been glaring on the screen of my phone for too long. Damn it.
I looked at my friend and nodded. “I’m fine.” I let out a long and deep sigh.
Earl laughed and I just glared at him. Of all my friends, he’s the only one who knows me the most. He’s my best friend for f**k’s sake.
“Looking at how he sighs so hard, I have a feeling that a girl is making him frustrated…” Earl’s smile makes me want to punch him on the face.
Rock laughed. “You serious? THE Fierce Bradley is frustrated over a woman? Well…that’s a first.” He said before laughing hard again.
I glared at them and shook my head. I’ll probably not open the door for these two on their next surprise visit.
“Who is it? Is it the girl you were with the last time we went to the club?” Earl asked.
“Oh! She’s gotten you hooked big time this time, hasn’t she?” Rock added.
I glared at them even more. “Shut up, you both!” I said before standing up, leaving them for me to go to my room. So, I could be alone and away from those assholes.
“Motherfuckers!” I uttered under my breath as I closed my door while I hear them laughing out loud in the living room.
I let out another deep sigh as I opened my conversation thread with Toni once again. Oh, it’s not a conversation because she hasn’t responded to any of my texts anyway.
I stared at the messages that I sent her and thought if my words were screaming of clinginess and need.
Hi, Toni. Wanna hang out tonight?
Hey, you still awake?
Good morning, gorgeous!
Baby, what are you doing today?
And a f*****g lot more. Damn it!
I wanted to laugh at myself for sending too many messages to her when she didn’t even reply on my first attempt. f*****g hell! What is happening to me?
I threw myself on the bed and started to think about that night again. The way her perfect pair of jade eyes looked when I gave her the o****m she’s been deprived all her life…the way I rocked her body making her come more than the times I have ever done with any other woman I’ve bedded…the way she called my name when she’s asking for more…the way her lips brushed mine…fuck.
I’m f*****g screwed.
No woman had ever made me rethink about our s*x. No woman made me sleepless and hopeless because she hasn’t replied to any of my texts.
But why…Why does Toni make me do things I have never imagined I would do?
This is not me. I will never go crazy over one woman. Or maybe I need to get laid again so I would forget how she looked like when had s*x…
I took my phone and started dialing random numbers from my past one night stands before.
“Hello, Fierce?” A giggly voice answered the call.
“Hey, Baby…” I countered. But then just when I just blurted out the last word, the only thing that came to my mind is Toni’s face. f**k!
“Hmmm…” The flirty voice of whoever’s on the line screams readiness. I believe that she’ll do whatever I tell her to.
See? That’s who I am! I make girls come to me. Girls wait for me to reply to them and not the other way around!
But f*****g s**t! Why does it go the other way around when it comes to Toni? Why am I the one suffering now? f**k!
“Hey…I gotta go. I’m sorry. I’ll talk to you later…” I couldn’t even call her baby anymore because the only baby my brain would accept is Toni and no one else!
“Oh… Sure. I’ll wait for your call.” She sounded so disappointed as she hung up on me.
I groaned and pulled my hair as I sat on my bed. What the f**k is wrong with me?
I heard a series of knock on my door. “Ordered some pizza, dude. Come on and eat!” It’s Earl’s voice.
I sighed and dragged myself out of my room with my phone. I can only utter a curse on my mind.
Rock looked at me like he’s seen a ghost. I didn’t mind him because I know he’d only tease me for whatever he thinks is happening to me.
I sat on the couch and took a slice of pizza without saying a word.
“Dude, cheer up! What’s wrong with you? It’s just a girl!” Earl said as he tapped my shoulder.
I rolled my eyes at him. I wanted to tell him that it’s not just a girl but how can I even utter the words when I’m not even sure of what’s happening to me?
“Yeah! It’s not like you’re not getting all the hot girls all the time!” Rock seconded the motion.
I shook my head. “I’m fine. I don’t even know what you two are talking about!” I said as I ate the pizza.
Earl laughed, not believing me. “You suck at lying, dude! It’s written all over your face! You’re pretty hung up on that chick.”
I gave him a deadly glare. “I’m not!” I denied because I believe that I am not hung up on Toni. I’m just…it’s just new to me that a girl doesn’t respond to me!
“Oh, you are!” Rock pointed out before turning to Earl. “Is the lady so pretty that it makes our friend go insane like this?”
Earl laughed. “She’s a bit conservative but even with less skin, she’s sexy.” He described Toni as if I am not here.
I wanted to punch his jaw so bad for…fuck! Why do I even want to punch him for talking about Toni? Damn it!
“Oh! I guess the player has changed his type, then?” Rock raised his brow at me.
I shook my head and didn’t utter any more words. I know these two. They will just use my words against me. Assholes.
“Was she good in bed that you can’t get over her this bad?” Rock asked.
I scowled at him. How dare he ask about my experience with Toni?
“So, she is!” Earl beamed. “Of course, you would want another one but she wouldn’t give it to you.” He laughed.
I threw him a pillow but he laughed even more. Fucker!
“Can’t get enough?” Rock teased.
“f**k you!” I raised my middle finger and stormed out of the living room again. These assholes are going to be the death of my patience.
I can hear them still laughing from the living room while I locked my door.
Alright…maybe I couldn’t get over her because her eyes showed me everything that night. Not once have I looked into a woman’s eyes with that same kind of passion and pleasure at the same time.
And her body…God, let’s not talk about how perfect her body is! She’s flawless and her t**s are heaven. I want to lick them all day, all night.
I shut my eyes as I felt my c**k getting hard again. So this is how it’s going to be every day, every night. I’ll just think about her body and masturbate until I get tired.
I went to the bathroom and did what I have to do.
“Oh, Toni…” I pumped my d**k with all my might as I imagined her eyes staring at me. “f**k!” I cursed as I took my release.
I slammed my palm on the wall of my bathroom as I panted. I turned the shower on and had my hot shower. I need to calm down right now.
Tonight, I swear I’m getting laid again. I’m going to forget about Antoinette Johann Milton and I’ll be back to my old self. It’s a f*****g promise…or it’s going to be the death of me.
- Writer
