Time passes by as I lay on the bed looking up at the ceiling. I have been lying here awake for at least two hours. I feel like this is what this week has been all about, just laying here being useless. I think of my life and of what I want my future to hold. I could see myself with a chosen mate and a little family. Well, maybe not a little family. I would honestly like a big family. I just don't see how it is possible without a mate. Hell, women won't really give me the time of day or even a chance to talk to them. The only woman to ever purposely talk to me was that little wolf that hadn't received her wolf yet. I am sure her wolf would have held her back and kept her away from me. Regardless, it was a nice conversation with her. What was her name again?
I closed my eyes and tried to dr
