Giving In Thirty: Caleb We have been here for three days and still I don’t know where I stand with Ellie. I have been making sure I wake up before her every morning. I make her breakfast and make sure she doesn’t have to do anything. This is her time to really get used to me and I hope for us to grow closer, but it seems as if she is drifting away from me. Our first morning we got into an argument because she wanted to do the dishes. Finally, I just gave into her and let her do the d*mn things. I can feel myself wanting to jump her, but I am holding myself back. Even when she is angry, she is sexy as hell. But I made a promise to her and I’m trying really hard to keep that promise. I’m even sleeping on the couch in our room so I don’t end up doing something that she will hate me for. Du