Alexis had explained everything to her family from Robert and Emma drugging connor and setting up the dirty deed to who Billy was. she had met Billy in Boston when she was going to school for nursing and he had become her friend. he took it hard when she told him it was all she wanted. he wanted more and she distanced herself from him after that but he didn't like that. he had come hoping to win her over even though she had made it clear she wanted nothing more than friendship from him. " mom ?"
her mother raised an eyebrow to her. " yes dear?" she looked at her daughter waiting.
" why do I make such a mess of everything in my life? "
" no you haven't. look how strong you have been. you have gone through so much and you still wake up every day giving that little girl a beautiful life. you aren't a mess but sometimes life gets messy and we learn to roll with the punches. " she smiled and patted my leg. " now let's talk some princess party details for tomorrow. my granddaughter is getting the best third birthday ever! she has two loving parents who would do anything for her and we are all together right now. " her mother got up going over all the details all the way down to the food and cake. Alexis loved how her mother always made her feel good about everything in her life.
Alexis got up watching out the window at her daughter and Connor playing. she was chasing him around the yard as he ran with her ball. she let out a giggle. she felt her mom right next to her. " do you think we can make this work? we have an entire life in Boston and my job. I worked hard to get to where I am."
" listen lexi you are going to have to decide if leaving is worth what it would cost. you lost love once are you willing to lose it again for both of you?" her mother smiled patting Alexis on her shoulder walking away. Alexis stayed watching daddy and daughter playing airplane now before walking out the front door.
" hey little monster princess it's time for a nap. " she came down the stairs towards Connor and Skylar. he looked up grinning at her.
" no nap!" she ran towards Connor wanting him to save her. Connor grabbed her in his arms tickling her while she squirmed and giggled in his arms.
" my mom said she will put her down if you want to walk with me to the other house. sky and I are going to move in there for the month let this house be wedding central for Emilia. " Alexis snatched Skylar up and walked up towards the front door where her mother was waiting. after handing her over she grabbed Connors hand as they walked towards the house they had once shared. he wrapped his fingers in hers stopping her once they were out of view from the main house.
" what's wrong?" she looked up at him sighing.
" where do we go from here Connor? how do we do this?"
" I don't care what I have to give up I'm not giving you and sky up. where you two are I am. you are the only place I ever felt at home." she smiled shyly at him as she placed her arms around his neck. wrapping her legs around his waste he carried her to the front door kissing her needing the contact. she could feel his erection growing under her as she moved her hips on him creating friction. " Lexi," he ran his tongue along her bottom lip as she opened her mouth and allowed him access. " I need you so much right now. I need to lose myself in you." he whispered on her lips. Alexis moaned in pleasure. she reveled in the way he made her body react to him.
" mmmmm, I need you too," she moaned as he pushed against the door. he slid his hands under her shirt as she gasped at the contact. she reached out lifting his shirt up over his rock solid abs. he closed his eyes with her touch.
" Lexi, " he whispered kissing down her neck to her collarbone . he slid her shirt above her head pressing harder against her as she placed her hands above her head to slide it all the way off. she watched as he let it fall to the porch his hands sliding to her bra unhooking it letting it fall near her shirt. her breast free and full in front of him he leaned his head down sucking one in and bringing his hand to her other breast and rolling her n*****s between his fingers. " damn it you are so beautiful." he moved his mouth to her other breast pressing his body closer to her and then releasing her breast as he opened the door behind them. he placed her on her feet only breaking their lust filled kiss to remove his shirt. his hands sliding down her bare skin to her jeans he released her button sliding down to his knees as he removed her pants one leg at a time.
she stood there with only her panties on Connor on his knees as he kissed her hips then moved slowly down her thigh. " Connor, mmmmm" the slightest touch causing her body to convulse in pleasure. she felt him remove her panties running a finger on her wet core. she moaned out again pleasure rising in her. he unbuttoned his own pants sliding them down as he pulled her on top of him. she giggled as she felt him growing harder beneath her.
he rubbed his p***s along her wet core causing both of them to shiver in pleasure. Connor watched as she raised herself up above his erect p***s and lowered herself on top of him taking him in as deep as she could. " holy crap! you feel so good!" he filled her completely as she stilled for a short time to adjust to him. then she began to move as he adjusted to her rhythm and began thrusting up into her deeper and deeper. she screamed out in pleasure as she moved with him. soon she was rising her orgasm over the edge her body convulsing and clenching onto him causing him to scream out her name as he emptied inside her throwing his head back . soon she slumped down resting on him. he slid out of her pulling her to his side. " you have no clue how amazing that was."
" I was there I'm pretty sure I do!" she smiled at him letting out a small giggle. he pulled himself on top of her resting on his elbows. " so you would really give all this up everything you ever dreamed of to be with us?"
leaning down kissing her lips and whispering to her. " you two are my home. I would never give that up. I loved you then and I love you more now. I missed too much with both of you." he rested his head on her forehead. she closed her eyes her heart still filled with guilt at everything they had missed.
" I'm sorry. I didn't know I assumed you didn't want us when you never made contact. " she looked away the guilt overwhelming her. he reached up cupping her chin bringing her to look into his eyes.
" no, don't be sorry. we are here now and neither of us are gonna let that go. I'm not letting you go ever again. " his hand was roaming her body causing her to shiver.
" if you keep doing that then we are never going to be able to move in here."
" stay with me. at my farm. I want you guys with me every day. let me wake up to you every day." his hand ran down her side as he reached her thighs. spreading them one more time. she obliged him as he slid his semi erection in her again. he began sliding in her slowly then backing out before sliding back in. " I want to make love to you every day and feel you close to me every night." her eyes closed as she arched back listening to him talk to her. it was slow and erotic and she was fast approaching another orgasm. " I want to wake up kissing you every morning and bringing you coffee every morning. I want us. I want our family...." she screamed out his name as she rode out her orgasm drenching him with her wetness pushing him over the edge as he spasmed inside her.
" oh my God Conner. " she smiled up at him all of her energy spent. " I want all of that too." a few tears slipped down her cheek. he leaned down kissing them away. " I never stopped loving you. no matter how hard I tried I just couldn't. "
" I would love to stay here all day and make love you every second of it but I'm pretty sure a blue eyed little girl who will be waking up will be asking for us and we have a lot of family time to make up for." he smiled from ear to ear sliding himself out of her.
" when do you want us to start staying with you?"
he pulled her up looking at her naked body. " three years ago"
" I have my sister's wedding still. you are my plus one."
" I wouldn't miss any time I get to spend with you. come on let's get our clothes on."