One Night, One Baby

Chapter One: "You weren't crying for help, you were only crying for more" There is absolutely nothing wrong with getting drunk and wasted for a night. It's only for fun, anyway. But getting drunk, wasted and de-virginized in a night is clearly a different story to tell. Now don't get me started with 'so what you're a guy anyway' because that won't work with my Dada. Yes, you heard me correctly, I called my dad 'dada' and my other dad 'daddy'. So what? I have two dads and my Dada is technically my mother because he gave me birth to me. So, you see my problem now? My Dada carried me in his tummy for nine months and gave birth to me. I know it sounds so absurd but it's true. He got pregnant and apparently I am his son. Who, by the way, got the ability to give birth to a child as well. And that's where my problem lies. "What the f**k?! You raped me!" The man clad in only his Calvin Klein boxer briefs gave a grin and shook his head. What the freaking hell!? This guy is bullshit! Hindi lang niya ninakaw ang virginity ko, nilabas pa niya ang pasabog niya sa loob ko! It's official, my life is doomed! "I didn't, babe. As far as I can remember, last night wasn't rape. You weren't crying for help, you were only crying for more. You moaned, begged and whined for me to f**k you so hard and then you came." Namula ang buong mukha ko. I couldn't help it. This guy is an absolute asshole from hell. My God, what did I do? At ang kapal talaga ng mukha niya. I so hate him! I really do. "Cmon what's the fuss? Lalaki ka naman at ganun din ako. You're not gonna get pregnant anyway. So what if I came inside of you? You loved it anyway. You even begged me so hard to fill your chute with my fresh semen." Pakiramdam ko sinusunog ang buong mukha dahil pag-iinit. Pinandilatan ko siya ng mga mata at ibinato ang unan na hawak ko. Unfortunately, the pillow didn't smash his face like how I wanted it to. Ngumisi ito sa akin kaya naman inirapan ko siya. Feeling close lang? "Whatever. Asshole ka pa din. Hindi ka man lang gumamit ng condom. What if my STD ka? Edi hinawaan mo ako?" I know I should've been concern about this one first, but it slip off my mind the moment that it registered to me how I had an unprotected s*x with some petty asshole stranger. Kapag naiisip ko kung piano ko siya hinayaang ikama ako ay nabubwisit ako lalo. Pero wala na akong magagawa pa. Nangyari na e. Na-kuha na niya ang bataan kaya 'goodbye and good riddance' virginity. See you next lifetime. "Don't worry about that. I'm safe. I have regular check ups and I can assure you that I'm a hundred percent std free." With matching evil smirk pa siya. Sungalngalin ko yang mukha niya e. Nakakainis siya. Inirapan ko siya ulit at narinig ko naman ang pagtawa niya. "You are so cute. Anyway, I need to go. May shoot ako ngayon e. Actually late na ako." Hindi ko siya pinansin. So what kung late siya? Paki ko? Kilala ko ba siya? Hindi naman a. Ugh. Dahan-dahan akong tumayo at pinulot ang damit ko sa sahig. s**t, my shirt is ripped into two. f**k! Inabot ko na lang yung jeans ko at isinuoot yun. Buti na lang talaga naisoot ko na yung boxer ko kanina pag-gising. Napansin ko naman ang polo shirt niya kaya kinuha ko iyon at isinoot. It's super big that it looks like a f*****g dress. Napansin ko mula sa gilid yung asshole na nasa tabi ko na pala. He's still wearing his boxer briefs. Wala ba siyang damit? Oops. I'm wearing his nga pala. I raised my brow at him and he chuckled. He shrugged his shoulders and motioned me to sit down on the couch in front. I did what he asked. Umupo naman ito sa tabi ko. "You are aware that that's my polo shirt you're wearing, right?" Sinulyapan ko siya at inirapan. So? Pake ko kung kanya tong soot ko? Tinatanong ko ba? Tss. If he didn't ruined my shirt then I will not wear his. Stupid asshole. "You are such a sweetheart. Parang ayaw ko na tuloy umalis at magkulong na lang dito kasama ka. What do you think?" I blushed furiously at what he said. Such a perv. Akala ba niya makakaisa pa siga? Min his dreams! I spared him a look and slapped his face hard. Take that asshole! Napahawak siya sa part ng face niya na sinampal ko. My hand is throbbing so bad, I bet his face is hurting too. Buti nga sa kanya. Tumayo ako sa harap niya at nameywang. "I don't want to see you anymore. Last night was a big mistake. Delicious, yes, but a mistake. Sadly, I don't do mistake twice. Wag ka na magpapakita sa akin kundi babayagan talaga kita!" I picked up my shoes from the floor and hurriedly went out of the room. Buti na yung makaalis ako habang tulala pa siya. Baka kapag natauhan e suntukin ako sa mukha. I can't let that happen. I can't be drunk, wasted, devirginized and punched. Nakakahiya naman sa pagiging lalaki ko kung ganun. Ni hindi na ako sumakay ng elevator. I used the stairs from the 7th floor down to the ground floor. Nilapitan ako nung guard pero sinenyasan ko lang na ayos lang ako. Even if I'm not okay in reality. Doon ko na sinoot yung sapatos ko at dali-daling lumabas ng building. I hailed a cab and gave the address to my house. "So di ka na virgin?" Baekchan asked again. I rolled my eyes at him. I just told him I had s*x with a stranger and he will ask me if I'm no longer a virgin. Nasaan ang utak niya? Sa paa? Ugh. Why am I even friends with him? I don't get myself sometimes. Kung anong ikinatalino ko sa academic stuffs yun namang ikinatanga ko sa social stuffs. "Virgin pa. Nakipag-s*x nga ako, di ba?" I said sarcastically. Tumawa naman ang gaga. Oh my God! WHY AM I FRIENDS WITH HIM?! WHY?!? Napailing na lang ako at sinimsim ang juice na nasa harap ko. "b***h ka talaga. Anyway, sino naman nakakuha ng big V mo?" Sino nga ba? That, I don't know. Pero wala naman akong plans na alamin pa. That night was a big big mistake - well, mistake din yung pag-iinom ko pero whatever. I shrugged my shoulders and continued sipping my juice. Hmm... Masarap pala ang cucumber&apple&strawberry juice? Cooling and refreshing. "E naka pag take ka na ba ng pt? You said na hindi kayo gumamit ng protection so you might be... you know." Ibinaba ko ang juice at tinignan si Baekchan. Umiling ako at nagkibit balikat. "Nope. I feel like I'm not pregnant naman. Tsaka hindi naman siguro kami nakabuo in first try, di ba? Sa mga drama series and movies lang madalas mangyari yung nakakabuo in a one night stand." Well, actually, ginawa ko nung pagkauwi ko galing sa condo nung asshole na yun at negative naman... Kunsabagay wala pang 24 hours after s*x nung nagtake ako. Pero I feel like I'm not pregnant. I feel so normal so I don't feel bothered. "It happens in real life too. Yun ngang lalaking nabubuntis nangyayari yun pa kayang mabuntis dahil sa ONS?" I taken aback by what he said. He has a point. I should probably take that damn pt again to make sure. Nothing's wrong with it naman. Tsaka I'm quite confident na negative ang lalabas. "This. Isn't. Happening. Oh. My. f*****g. Shit." I stared at the pt result in my hands. Two lines. Two freaking lines. I'm...pregnant. Holy s**t! I'm freaking pregnant! "Anak, Dyo, what's wrong? Narinig kitang sumigaw?" Napatalon ako sa boses ni Dada. Agad kong itinapon ang pt sa basurahan at naghilamos. Pagkatapos nun ay lumabas na ako ng banyo. I saw dada sitting on my bed. He looked at me and smiled gently. Parang nanlamig bigla ang buong katawan ko. "Dyo?" And that was my cue. I bursted into tears. I cried helplessly. Dada rushed to my side and tried to console me but he failed. Iyak ako ng iyak. This isn't happening. I can't be pregnant. s**t. I can't be. This must be a dream. "Anak, what's wrong? Tell me, please, I'm worried." Mas lalo akong napa iyak. I'm going to disappoint my parents. I'm still a student - barely 19 and pregnant. s**t. s**t. s**t. "I'm sorry." And that was the last thing I remembered before everything around me turned black.