Adam
I showed her my room, or should I say our room. And was telling her that if she wants we can redecorate everything when I realised that she stopped responding to me.
I turned around only to see her staring at the wall. Not just any wall but where Meredith died. Her death was still fresh in my mind like it happened yesterday. I stiffened looking at her pale face, wondering why she is looking at that wall like that.
I stood under the running water letting it calm my throbbing nerves.
I felt like the world is crashing down on me with all these responsibilities, especially when she told me that I am her first kiss. My co*k throbbed imagining her under me. I wanted to cherish her forever, sighing, I wiped the water off my face.
Sh*t, I am losing my mind here. Something is definitely not right. Whenever I touch her I get the feeling that she is made for me. And the way my heart calls for her.
" I need to talk to her," I mumbled.
I can't lose her or else I will lose my mind. There has to be some other ways to do things that I need to do.
I got out of the shower and dried myself before putting on my clothes. I stepped out of the guest room and went into my study.
I dialled her number and called her in my study. I started to pace back and forth, thinking of any possibilities.
Without a knock the door swung open and she came in, with a murderous look in her eyes. I know she knows everything by the look on her face.
" Tell me!" I demanded.
" There is nothing we can do," she said firmly.
" I don't believe that. There has to be some other options," I said desperately. This is the first time I am feeling like this, this is the first time my heart is calling for someone, and this is the first time someone makes me happy just by looking at her.
" We can't do anything. Why would I lie to you? Do you think I want this? I am as helpless as you are, don't try to drown everything and make things worse than it is," she said, glaring at me before storming out of my study and shutting the door behind her with a bang.
I sighed and looked down at the floor feeling helpless for the second time in my life.
I decided to go back to my room and spend time with Bella. I walked out of the study and went to my room, pulling out the t-shirt I hopped on the bed in my track pants. I heard she was in the closet. I dimmed the light in the room and waited for her to come out.
I turned my head when the closet door opened and she stood at the door. I felt my breath was knocked out of my chest looking at her in my clothes. She was looking breathtakingly stunning in my clothes. My breath quickened and my pants began to get tighter looking at my beautiful wife.
She looked at me and her eyes were travelling on my bare chest before she walked towards the bed at a slow pace. Her bare legs looked delicious. Her innocence was visible in her eyes.
She sat on the bed and apologised to me for taking my shirt because her stuff didn't arrive and it pissed me off. I wanted to make her lie on the bed and take her but I can't do that, she is probably afraid of me.
There were unshed tears in her eyes when I told her what was in my heart. The urge of pulling her to my chest and kissing her until she went out of breath was overwhelming, and when she bit on her lips I lost my control.
I kissed her as I pulled her in my lap straddling. Her little hand roamed on my bare body doing wonders. My co*k loved her touch and wanted to set free.
I pulled away when she was out of breath. Her face looked flushed, an adorable shade of pink rose from her neck to her cheeks. She looked at me panting with hooded eyes.
I kissed her again, pulling her to my chest. I slightly lifted my hips to show her how much she was affecting me and to my surprise she moved her hips down to make friction. I knew better, I can take her right now.
I decided to pull away before it gets impossible for us to stop. When I moved away from her she looked disappointed.
I cupped her cheeks in my hand and looked into her eyes. I will never ever forget her eyes and how she looked at me with love. She didn't say it but I knew she had fallen for me as much as I was falling hard for her.
" Bella," I said.
" My Bella," I repeated again and kissed her on her forehead. My kiss linger on her forehead for a few seconds longer.
" You are precious," I whispered. She gave me a small smile before placing her hands on mine.
" You are a kind soul, Adam," she said and leaned towards me kissing my cheeks. I wanted to take out my heart and give it to her for calling me kind. The world doesn't deserve her pureness.
" Let's sleep," I said.
" It's a long day tomorrow," she reminded me enthusiastically.
We both laid down on a soft mattress and she looked at me before yawning. The tiredness was visible in her eyes.
" Good night, princess," I said to her softly.
" Good night, Adam," she replied as drifted in a deep slumber.
I looked at her peaceful and content face and felt guilty. I couldn't stop the lone tear that escaped from my eyes.
When I am about to close my eyes to get some sleep the door creaks open. I looked at the door only to see my brother peeking his head through the crack. He motioned me to come out.
I nodded at him and looked at Bella. She was in a deep sleep. I got out of the bed and walked out of my room quietly.
" He said, everything is ready," Mathew informed me. I nodded my head without looking at him.
" Your ride will arrive at 10 in the morning," he added.
" They called you in your study," he said. My brows furrowed thinking what could have left to say now.
" Brother," he called me. My eyes snapped at him immediately. He never called me brother after that incident.
" I hope you are prepared," he said looking into my eyes.
" I don't want you to repeat the mistake as you did. Bella seems like a nice girl, she is innocent. Do think before doing anything," he reminded me.
" There is no choice," I said.
" There is always a choice, you only have to see it," he said.
" Do you think I want to do this? Do you think I didn't think of any possibilities?" There I said the exact same words as hers. He sighed and shook his head.
" I hope you are ready for whatever comes," he said and turned back. I looked at his retreating back standing there, my first were clenched at my side. I started to walk behind him, releasing my breath that I was holding out of anger.
Mathew was always the one with a soft heart. He is always gentle. Before reaching the door he stopped midway in the hall. I also stopped walking and waited. He turned back sadness visible in his eyes.
" She doesn't deserve this," he said and left me alone to deal with this.
I walked to my study and pushed the door open, as he said they were all waiting for me.
" What took you so long?" She asked.
" I was making sure that she is sleeping," I lied. I can't tell her about the conversation with Mathew.
" Here," the man in the cloak said, giving me the piece of paper. I took it from his hand and opened it.
" Don't I repeat, don't make any mistake," he said.
" Or this will be the end of everything we have worked so hard for," he added. I didn't respond to him and just stared at the piece of paper in my hand.
" Everything has started, look," she said and pulled up the sleeve of her dress to show me her burned hand.
I nodded my head without looking at any of them and left. I went to my room and saw she was still sleeping peacefully.
I walked to my bed and hopped on, before lying down beside her. I pulled her to my chest and closed my eyes.
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