61. Moving out of his arena? I love him more than anything, but never knew he would suspect my dignity. I was thinking of spending the rest of my life with him. But he shattered all my hopes and aspirations mercilessly. Such a man does not deserve to know about his baby… my baby now. Once we were inside my room, I closed the door and dragged Ma towards the window. It was still raining heavily outside, and I felt relieved. The noise of the downpour would keep our conversation from him. Except I have zero chance he would come to listen to us after his straightforward announcement. "Please don't do this to yourself and the baby." I smiled as she quickly covered my stomach with her trembling hand. "Do you think I wished for it?" I softly whispered, licking my lips. "None of us wished