Camilla
By the time Rachel gets home, I've been sitting in the same spot for over four hours. I still get like this, even after everything that happened and the life I lived and then disappeared, I still get lost in my own head. I believed I was already over this, but I want. Getting the divorce papers was a heavy blow. One I was already expecting, and even with that, it left me shaking in the dark.
"Camilla? What's wrong?" Rachel asks as she runs to my side. I just point to the papers in front of me, and she immediately grabs them and starts reading them.
"Well, we were expecting this, right?" she looks at me, concern clear in her face.
"We were, but, I also wished he would change his mind. I don't know, I go from wanting to be with him, to never wanting to look at him again."
"Well,
