******WARNING...content of rape mentioned in this chapter...please be aware of this before continuing…...WARNING*********** It’s cold. The feeling of loss and coldness consumes me. I feel dirty, inside, and out. Why me? Sweet Moon Goddess, why me? This time had to be worse than the first time he violated me. The first time I was unconscious the whole time and mercifully wasn’t awake until afterward. But not this time. This time I was awake for most of it. I guess he didn’t waste any time. When I came to, I was no longer in the trunk of the car. Although I wish I would have been. I would have given anything to have been anywhere else but here. For when I regained consciousness, he was inside me. He had me on the edge of a bed and he was leaning over me. I could smell every disgu