cruel world

Chap 13

Sarah

She looked at her stomach which is looking a little huge...at 5 months of her pregnancy she was getting bigger and bigger ....she looked at her pale face and prominent dark circles under the eyes, doctor has already told her she is still underweight but better than before but strictly told her to control her diet and stay stress-free...but how she can tell her that she was all alone in this pregnancy and not once she get any support from anyone, she has been having back pain and swollen feet issues but never once Theo helped her or asked her how she is doing..she gets it, he hates her but it's his baby too ...she thought in hurt.

Mrs. Brickson is doing everything in her power to take care of Sarah but due to her old and weak bones let Mrs. Brickson be in bed lately....she just wants Mrs. Brickson to get well soon..she can't lose her.

As per Theo and her relation...what she should say ..he ignores her and says nasty stuff in the day but in the night he worships her body and takes her to the height of pleasure although he has some moments where he turned into an evil sadist person but he doesn't hurt her body in that manner that made her bleed or let her faint..like it used to happen in the past.

she was getting outside the room when she heard her mother-in-law yelling at her and telling her to come to her wing with her green tea.

Sarah looked at her feet which were a little swell but knowing it will get worse the way Mrs. Grey is telling the tasks of the day...she took a deep breath and enter her room

Roma was already on phone and saying 'Oh yes, do come over today, I already said to other women's of community party to come and have a brunch in my house'

Sarah looked down and waited when this damn phone call will be finished... She wanted to sit down just for a moment but she controls that urge...Roma said on phone 'oh I will tell my servant to make that cake you loved, hahaha, sure bye'

Roma looked at her and said 'Today some guests are coming..Prepare the brunch the way I liked and also make that chocolate cake you made once..and also take out the new crockery and tell the butler Henry to get the poolside clean and I want you to look after that area and guide the Butler to clean the area properly...then called Lisa from her wing and tell her I'm calling and also take out my clothes for the evening and iron them and also iron Lisa dress too...now go what are you even looking at me...we don't have time at all. I don't want you to miss this..go now'

Sarah was stun how she is even going to do this task in this time frame...she wants to cry in her helpless situation but also wants to broke every expensive thing in this room in anger...can't Roma see, can't Theo see... can't anyone see how tired and weak she is due to this pregnancy... She controls this anger and her emotions and nodes, to start her day.

Theo

Theo was looking at the laptop screen how his mother gives a long tiring task to Sarah... even he knows his mother did this deliberately to provoke Sarah and even him to react. He wants to feel happy about what's happening to Sarah but he didn't feel anything like that..all he felt an undefined feeling that making his heart to be guilty and don't know why he is...maybe it's due to Sarah difficult pregnancy which is making her weak and slow to do even normal tasks... But he ignored that why he should felt like that, she deserve this...this spoiled little princess of Blake family should feel how it felt like to be helpless and out of control. he looked at the live footage of her wife where she is cooking the food .and looking too fragile that at any moment she is going to fall.

He watched Lisa called her but Sarah was lost in thoughts then Lisa yelled her name, he watched how Sarah flinched and said 'Yes Lisa, I'm sorry I was cooking I didn't hear you... I'm done with the food.'

Lisa looked bored and said 'Why did you press this dress when I told you to press the navy blue dress' she sad to Sarah in irritation

Theo looked at how his wife looked confused 'It was in your bed. I saw this dress'

Lisa gives her an annoyed look 'oh god Sarah how simple-minded are you, I told you to pick the dress from the chair not from the bed...the dress you pressed, I was going to wear tomorrow for office function ... now go and pressed that dress that I put on the sofa'

Theo felt in sudden anger on Lisa, how dare she to talk his wife like that, Lisa is treating Sarah more worse since she heard about her pregnancy, as Lisa and Tom are trying for a baby for years and no successes, but then he realized it was him that allow everyone to behave with Sarah.... he felt guilt feeling again which was making him angrier on him

He was lost in the thought but then heard Tom voice 'Hi bro..are you up for lunch'

Theo sighs 'Nah I can't I'm waiting for some documents to be signed when they will arrive'

Tom nodes 'ok..hi you know dad is coming next month.. you remember..'

Theo said 'yeah and I think this time he will stay longer

Tom looked uncertain and said 'Theo, did dad know about Sarah pregnancy (at seeing Theo face) you haven't told him..now what you are going to do

Theo rubs his forehead and said 'What should I do...do the same thing that we do when. is in the home..Fucking act like it's all normal in the house'

Tom sat down on the chair and said 'Theo...look I'm your brother and I can't see you living like this. I want you to be happy..and this marriage is not making you happy..you have to get out of this soon..so the only thing I can suggest now that you have tried the hard way now listen to me once ... try the soft way. I think she may confess and let you get out of this mess..and give us a peace that we always wanted and I get it now baby is involved but you have planned that too..and somehow this is a Grey baby we won't ignore it..but Sarah must confess first'

Theo stand and look outside his office window and said 'I don't know Tom..but I can't promise that I will be too soft on her but I can try'

Tom took a deep sigh and said 'Good I'm hopeful this will work..and I contact that Evan guy according to him he is looking on Simon's friend more in dept. I don't know how long it will take time but in the end, we will get what we want

Both brothers had a sad expression and realized that their life has been changed a lot. Tom had gone to lunch afterward.

Theo sit down and make some calls then Theo heard something in the surveillance of the house ...he shift his focus on the screen and saw Sarah drop the crockery on the floor and she holds the wall to support herself, the butler of the house run towards Sarah and let her sit in on the pool chair, his heart starts beating fast and felt his goosebumps and he was scared what happens to her...he turns the volume up and he saw his mother running towards Sarah and heard his mother shouting ' You dumb stupid b***h ...look what you did you ruined the evening...can't you see my guests are disturbed because of this and now you have the broke expensive crockery ...you know how much it cost...are you going to pay me for this ?'

Sarah stand with her hand on the head 'I'm sorry Mrs grey I don't know how this happen but all of a sudden I saw a blackout and I can't control myself and drop this...maybe I haven't eaten anything that's why I felt dizziness... you know my pregnancy is not easy on me'

'Then who the f**k said to you to get pregnant ...I'm not even sure this baby is of my Theo, don't know with whom you are whoring out' Roma yelled again

'Mrs grey you know I never went outside this house without anyone's permission nor ever alone...so you are just accusing me of something I never did' Sarah said softly but with anger in her eyes.

But what shocked the hell out of Theo, when her mother slapped Sarah so tight that Sarah lost balance and sit on the pool chair but luckily her stomach was saved to get hurt... "How dare you to talk back to me" Roma spit on Sarah

Theo felt someone kick him 0n his gut when he saw Sarah's tears falling but she didn't say a word.

He saw Lisa 'Mom just calm down ok...guest is waiting for you to go...I will take care of this..plz mom go'

His mother glared hatefully at Sarah then went inside, Lisa told the servant to clean and she holds Sarah's face and says 'You are bleeding a little from lips..are you alright?' Lisa tone was a little soft

Sarah shakes her head in yes and starts to walk, Lisa looked at her in concern 'are you ok to go to your room.. or should I go with you'

Sarah shakes her head and wipes her tears and said 'I can't. I have to check the food'

Lisa replied softly 'no need you have tried yourself already why don't you go and take a rest a little'

He saw her wife going to his wing looking so fragile and broken with tears falling into her eyes but he saw she don't make a single sound.

All of a sudden he felt his heart was also hurting like Sarah is hurting now...but why maybe what his mother did was wrong but he also knows that his wife is changing something in him which he can't say aloud.