Silas p.o.v.
My eyes followed the rain droplet dribbling down on the glass wall of my office. That single lonely drop had started slowly at first, but then somewhere in the middle it speed up and flowed down faster. And I huffed... too eager to join that mud on the ground it seems.
I leaned back on my chair, looking outside that huge wall now, city seems too beautiful from the eighteenth floor here, with soft drizzle making it look even more mysterious than ever. But only I and my twins knew what a filth it was before.
Before all these big fancy glass buildings, before that huge bridge above the river, joining this small city to the outside world...even before these dense dark forests surrounding it. Before everything and everyone.
I shook my gloomy thoughts away and continued my fascinating work again; watching lonely droplets like me.
I do have some more important work through, need to check the stock market, and that presentation for our new project...also need to sign some important files and then apologize to that human business partner for canceling our annual meeting, the third time in a row now.
I really should finish these works instead of sulking at the raindrops...but, what can I do, everything seems pointless now. My wolf sighed with me as I closed my eyes. He is bored too. We can't do this all, not anymore.
When you have the same work every day, and your life is as meaningless as these waterdrops, without any path, without any destination...without any f*****g reason to exist..then even the most important thing like breathing seems worthless.
Why am I even alive when my mate is long dead? What's the point of living without a soul? Why the hell is my heart still beating...why can't it just stop.
The low sound of door knob followed by some heels clicking on the white tiles made my eyes snap open. I didn't need to turn my chair to see who entered inside. It's my assistant, Savannah.
And... she didn't bother to knock or ask my permission before barging in and judging that strong intoxicating scent of hers, she also didn't bother to take leave when she is on heat, again. And I knew she did it on purpose every time, just to see how much my wolf can control.
That's why you shouldn't s**t where you eat...okay, bad example. But what I meant was, you shouldn't f**k someone who works for you, things get like this, without any boundaries. I should have known it...but that day I was angry and tired of using my hand so I used her.
But that was the first and last time. Because that day I'd realized my hand was way better than her holes. And yes, I shouldn't disrespect her, but I am just stating the fact. Just wanted to say that to her face before firing her. But obviously, I can't do that.
Savannah has three adorable pups who are also my younger brother's friends. If she lost her job, then who will take care of her kids? Her good-for-nothing mate is an alcoholic bastard. So, even though I wanted her out of my sight after she became this clingy, I just can't make myself do that.
" Sir, "
I smiled up at her as she stood in front of me in her tight white shirt, with two buttons undone. Why wear clothes, roam nacked, this office is just a beach right? I bit my tongue before those words could leave my lips.
I am the 'good werewolf' of our small Septon Brothers pack. And yes, that's the name of our pack; Septon because there are just seven members in it, and Brothers because obviously, we all are real brothers.
And...because my older twins are stupid giants, two younger brothers are useless and the other two are still little...so it's only me, who has to always make sure to keep everything in check, and remain calm.
In short, I am not supposed to say hateful words, even to this b***h who is leaning over my chair, practically shoving her breast in my mouth...I just want to break that glass window behind her and threw her lewd body out of here.
But...I can't and I shouldn't. No, Not because she is a woman, but because I am a kind, humble, good werewolf. Great.
So, I shifted my chair back instead, staring up at her fake innocent face " Yes, Savannah?", I gave her a tight smile, " You can always come inside without knocking, it's your own personal room, right?"
" Really?", she giggled, " Thank you."
And she is hugging me right now, making me wonder, Is she too clever to ignore my taunt or too dumb to understand it? Who knows...
" So...?", I pushed her behind, glaring sternly at her blue eyes, " You are here because..."
" Oh, Yes, that...", she chuckled nervously, fidgeting with her fingers, " Eren has been calling you nonstop."
Eren Varúlfur...my younger brother. And the biggest mistake my parents had ever done; giving birth to him. And then dying without taking him with them. My life would be a lot more peaceful without Eren in it.
My wolf sighed at my insensitivity. He is such a softy. I could feel him getting worried inside my mind. Even after all these years, my wolf still cared about Eren. Poor naive animal.
I raised my brow at Savannah, she was still waiting for my reply. " I know, he's been calling me. Why do you think I turned off my phone...?", I gave her a pointed look.
And she just chuckled nervously, " Umm...so, that's why he called me."
I rolled my eyes at her fake behavior, she acted all fragile, but I know she is not. She is strong enough...I just don't get it, why behaved like a person you are not? Just to get sympathy?
" Tell him to go and f**k yourself.", I shrugged and focused on the glass wall instead. That slow rain had stopped now, leaving some drops on the glass wall for me to stare at.
" He sounded in trouble though..."
I groaned as she again interrupted my solitude moment. Eren and trouble... impossible. He himself is a big trouble.
I huffed as Savannah genuinely looked concerned now, reading some messages on her phone, it could be Eren's again.
" What now? Did he end up f*****g another pack's Luna...again.", I huffed, " He should stop f*****g others mate and find his own... If he can.", I muttered the last part.
I am tired of him doing this same mistake over and over again. Other werewolves already don't like us, and wanted to get rid of our pack...and when Eren pulls things like this, f*****g other wolves' mates, even their Lunas, it just worsened everything.
I still have no idea how he does that, Lunas are actually loyal to their mates, but somehow Eren charmed them, or seduce them, I don't know.
But he really needs to stop doing this.
" Sir."
Savannah's voice drags me out of my thoughts, I frowned seeing her concerned face as she was reading the texts she got.
" It's about Zeus... "
As I heard his name, nothing matters anymore. The raindrops, my boring work, or whatever s**t Eren did.
" What about him?", I asked with a shaky voice. Zeus is my youngest sibling, he is still a kid and weak...the favorite target of our enemies, they had already tried to capture him several times, did they again...I gulped.
" Savannah...", I shouted when she started typing instead of replying to me.
"He is crying and Dimitri can't make him stop.", She said, finally looking up at me.
I sighed in relief...Crying. f**k, and here I thought something happened to him.
" Eren was saying he will throw Zeus out of the house if you..."
That's all I needed to hear before I picked up my coat and left in a blink. I need to go home now. Because Eren can literally do that, yes he can throw our brother out of the house in rain, without any remorse. He is a beast.
And honesty, I get him. He is in that phase when everyone and everything irritates you. And all you want to do is kill someone, or yourself. I get it, I really do. But it's been years now...he should get over it.
And accept what he is, what we are.
I looked up at the evening sky, soft drizzle falling from the grey clouds. The sound of horns and cars fills the rushed road. If I drive from the car, I might stuck in traffic. And I need to go fast.
So, I shook my head at Toby, stopping him from opening the car, " Weather seems good... I'll take a run.", I lied, don't want to make him sad by saying his driving will make us slow.
Toby is one emotional giant.
" Are you sure, Boss? ", he mumbled, coming behind me.
I glanced back at his mountain-like body and long blonde hair. He is a rogue, but for the past five years, he is working for me as a driver. Every Alpha had thrown him out of their pack because of his too-giant body, and not to so clever mind. They thought he is stupid, a burden.
But he is not. Toby is just too innocent for his age. All he needed is just a little affection.
I smiled at him, " Yes, Toby.". I walked out of the building with him, " Why don't you drive behind me, okay?"
" Okay.", he nodded his head eagerly and walked toward the car.
See... He understood everything if someone said politely. Those arrogant Alphas just don't understand.
Taking a deep sigh, I glanced at the wet road, cars, and trucks driving fastly like some jet. I peeked around me to check no one is watching before I started running...faster than those bikes, faster than those cars and stupid trucks.
Maybe even faster than the light.
And it's not a big deal, my older twins are way more faster than me. That's the reason everyone wanted this pack to be divided.
All the strongest werewolves in one pack, they thought of it as a waste of our power. They say we would be more useful if all seven of us will be in different packs, and served other Alphas as their Betas or Gamas and all that s**t. Pathetic.
Their best argument is that we don't have a Luna, so they didn't consider us a valid pack...A pack without a queen, an Alpha without his soul, even pack members without any mates. Our pack is just a joke to them.
But f**k it, because neither I nor my brothers give a s**t. We don't need any other werewolves and believe me, others don't need us either. They just don't know it yet.
I stopped my gloomy thoughts, as I am here now. In a blink. In front of our house, surrounded and hidden under big trees.
The guards opened those big iron gates, noticing me. And as I suspected, there they are, Dimitri and Zeus...my kid brothers, sitting near the fountain in this rain.
Fucking Eren. He kicked them out.
I walked towards them, feeling sad as I noticed tears in Zeus' blue eyes. He is a good kid, and rarely cries. And there is only one reason he would be crying right now...I sighed, it's not healthy for him to get attached to a human like that.
What did that girl do now...Evelyn.