CAROLINE I'm a f*****g i***t, I thought for the umpteenth time, gulping down another sip of vodka. The wine cellar floor was frozen, but I wasn't cold: with all the alcohol I had in my blood, I was drenched with sweat. I should have never, ever accepted Sean's stupid deal. What the hell was wrong with me? Agreeing to date him to see if things between us could work out? Accepting his offering was the dumbest thing I'd ever done - not that I'd done it voluntarily, of course. I'd had every intention of saying no, and even though I'd had that word on the tip of my tongue, the exact opposite had come out. I knew who to blame for that slip: my wolf had been uncontrollable all evening. As soon as she'd seen Sean, she'd literally lost her mind, and keeping her in place had been a real struggle