Daisy's POV
Larry wouldn't stop making me laugh with his silly jokes. I wonder why I was laughing that much and I realized it was long ago since I really felt that way...since I felt genuinely happy.
I was just 17 but I already feel like I was a grown-up woman of 30 or 40. Is this what motherhood comes with? I asked myself.
I was a bit fat during Ellah's pregnancy and even after her birth but I've been so keen on maintaining my shape before Ellah came into the picture.
I remembered I had always wanted to add a bit of flesh to my skinny shape right from childhood, because of the mocks my mates threw at me. But then I was scared. Scared of becoming an old woman. Scared of growing up. Scared of growing too fast.
Ellah's birth was making me think, behave and talk like a grown-
