Surprisingly I wasn't lazy to wake up for fajr today. like always,.usman was still fast asleep on the other side of the bed. I had always prayed to have an husband that would wake me up for fajr. not one that never wakes up for fajr.I had always prayed for one that would lead me in prayers and not one that never prays.I guess Allah(swt) knows best. When I finished fajr, I raised myself to the bed in a sitting position to read the Quran.I looked through the window to see if it was morning already, I looked to the side where usman was then I brought out a calender to see how long I still had to live with him.because really I didn't think I was making any progress changing him. After checking the calender and realising that I still had a long way to go.I moved down to the kitchen to make s