Amelia's POV
My breathing was still heavy as reality hit me hard... it wasn't a dream, I really just molested Alexander... fuck... this is bad... I just sexually assaulted my mate… he already hates me, and now I have just given him even more reasons to do that... shit...
I was still sitting on his legs, looking at his naked body and his still hard c**k, which now was deflating bit by bit. The logical part of me knew I should lift my gaze and try to talk, but I was too embarrassed to do that… and even if I met his gaze I didn't know what to say....fuck... I messed up so badly, I wish that a hole opened under me and swallowed me right now.
Frozen, I sat like that for a few minutes, trying to force myself to move… to do something… to think of what to say to him. While… well, I have no idea
