Alexander POV
I sat there like that with her in my lap for the next few hours. At some point, she calmed down a bit. A part of me wanted to believe that me stroking her hair helped her calm down and fall asleep.
The whole time she was asleep on my lap, I could not look away or release her. I did not want to admit it, but having her in my lap felt… right.
Shit, it felt like, for the first time in weeks, everything was… good. Which was complete nonsense because nothing was good.
I looked down at Amelia. She was sleeping comfortably in my lap. While we slept, my hand rested on her hair.
What the hell was happening to me?
I was never a touchy-feely kinda guy. I don’t remember ever even sleeping with a woman, except maybe if I was too drunk to kick them out.
And here I’m now with thi
