Chapter3. Noah
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After I told Alex how I felt about the whole mate thing I could feel how disappointed he was in me but I didn't care. I love the idea of being able to live my life how I see fit and not having to answer to anyone. I wasn't ready for that commitment and thats something I don't think I will be ready for at all.
When the alpha took us to the classroom Alex was going to teach in, my wolf spirit started yipping away in my head and wagging his tail and somehow I knew what it meant.
My mate was behind the classroom door and if I was ready for a mate, I would have kicked the door down and claimed her right there but I ran out of there as fast as I could.
I just couldn't face my mate knowing I had nothing else on my mind but rejecting her of course. I was going to wait until the right time to do it because I know that rejecting your mate will hurt like hell.
I may be selfish to do something like this in the first place, but I was sticking to my belief and no one was going to change my mind.
' if you hurt my mate I will punish you by disappearing and leaving you wolfless.' Spirit threatens, but I blocked him because I didn't want any distraction.
I was currently in the alpha's office conducting business but my mind was elsewhere. I was glancing at the clock every few minutes and I was getting a bit anxious.
" I'm sorry for cutting this meeting so early alpha James but could we pick this up another time?" He nodded his head and shook my hand.
I wanted nothing more than to rip his head off for suggesting both packs joining together. An alliance with a rival pack would be something to think about because I know that Alex would never agree to this.
When I got out I hid behind a tree and stripped out of my clothes and then shifted into my wolf form. He was cursing away and calling me all sorts of names because he realized what my motive was.
' I swear to you Noah if you hurt my mate I'll hurt you ten times worse.' I growled at him and sprinted off with my clothes in my mouth heading towards the direction of the college.
When I got there I saw my mate standing outside looking around with a confused look on her face. She had her phone out and seems to be calling someone and I let out a tiny growl.
I hid behind a tree and got dress then made my way out.
" what was up with that growl?" I asked myself as I marched up to her and grabbed her hand. She screamed a little and stopped when I realized she could probably tell that I was her mate because of the sparks.
Electricial currents were running through my body and making me super horny, hornier than I have ever felt before and I knew that it was because of this stupid mate bond.
I pulled her towards the forest where no one could see us or hear what I was about to say to her. I was shocked that she wasn't fighting me at all, instead she was grinning away like a psycho and I didn't like it one bit.
When I got her to where I wanted her I turned around to face her and saw that she was getting ready to speak but I held my hand up.
Gosh looking at her now she looks so beautiful. With long blonde hair and green eyes. I could tell that she was of a high rank because of the scent coming off her but I didn't care.
' my mate looks so beautiful and she's so sexy.' Spirit muttered and growled in my head saying he wanted to mark her and mate with her. I couldn't do it so nows the time I should reject her and get it over with.
" What is your name?" I asked and she smiled at me.
" my name is cami winters and what's your name?" She asked. Clueless as to what I planned on doing next.
' I swear to you if you reject my mate I'll kill you myself!' Spirit growled out in a very dark tone that had me shaking a bit.
He can be scary but he was never like this before. I agree that he wanted his mate, but I didn't want her. No matter how Gorgeous she looks right now. I sighed and looked her in the eyes, better to get this over with and be done with everything.
" I beta Noah Connery of the blood stone pack rejects you cami winters of the blue moon pack as my mate and beta female of the blood stone pack." Before I even got to finish what I was saying, she ran out of here as fast as she could.
Shifting into her wolf form and taking off not caring that she distroyed her clothes while doing that.
She ran so fast I couldn't catch up to her so I can get her to accept the rejection. I wanted her to accept it so we could break the bond and be done with each other. I was in pain from it but I didn't care, I wanted it to be over and done with and I didn't care if I would be in pain for weeks. I tried shifting but Spirit wasn't anywhere to be found. I guess he kept his word about disappearing and leaving me wolfless.
" spirit shift now!" I demanded as I continued running in the direction cami was heading but she was long gone. I stopped because I was out of breath and realized that I was in a lot of trouble.
Without my wolf I wouldn't be able to shift or mind link anyone from my pack. I was a useless beta and I blamed it all on this stupid mate thing the moon goddess so foolishly came up with. By the time I was through with that thought, I saw a bright light shining down on me and a woman glaring at me. She descended on the ground and walked towards me with the light still present around her and I realized it was the moon goddess herself and fell to my knees.
" my foolish boy. Oh Noah what have you done?" I began trembling from fear because I didn't know if this was real or fake.
" you shouldn't have rejected that one person I made for you Noah. War is coming soon and you need her by your side. It might be next month, it might be six years from now but war is coming. You need to get up and go find your mate and beg for forgiveness because she's now in a world of pain because of you." I started sobbing because I felt like the biggest looser ever.
" but moon goddess what should I do to get her back?" I asked and she shook her head at me and started ascending again.
" you will think of something my boy. War is coming and you need your wolf. Get back your mate and you'll also get your wolf. War is coming Noah, this I warn you." And then she disappeared and the forest appeared normal again.
I got up off my knees and sprinted towards the school hoping to find someone to assist me in getting back to the pack house. I had to warn Alex about this war and find a way to get cami back. Now I know why she was important to me, without her I would remain wolfless forever and that is something that I can never let happen.
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