in pain

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Shawn pov After Blaze and I talked, I realised one thing, Sammy was my mate, i'm not sure if she felt it as well, I found that out a week ago, I went out in the woods and rejected her, i felt the pain of rejection as I laid on the ground in pain, that's when the moon goddess came to me and told me I did the right thing, and that I will have a second chance mate soon enough, thats all she said and she was gone, i didn't know that Sammy felt the pain or not, she probably didn't even know we were mates but i was sure glad i rejected her because how Blaze talked, she was being a b***h for no reason, i really snuck through that s**t, i wonder who my second chance was, i guess i will find her later on, but for right now, i need to go and see what the guards are doing, and check on the recruits make sure they are still alive, i wonder how many are still training, I saw Sammy at the corner of my eye she was giving me a dirty look like she did not like me, i really didnt give a s**t, atleast i didnt have her as a mate she would had probably driving me crazy, and i would had ended up breaking her neck, i feel sorry for Blaze, Sammy pov i was trying to talk to my aunt , to help me put the bruises on my body, she declined she said i must do it on my own, if i was to get this pack i must do it on my own, this woman was the one that knew about the attack and she ran for her life, instead of telling us about it, so we could had been ready for it, and no one would had died, but instead she ran to save her own life and let my family die, the only reason why i lived was because my mother and father told me to run and not turn back, i wanted to stay and fight, but i had yet no training, my father and mother always told me i needed to train to be a luna not a fighter, so i had to teach myself, i would watch others train and i would do what they did, i often spar with my friends for fun, even though they knew i needed to train, they would lie for me to tell my parents we were just having fun, but now all of them are gone, gone for good and i had no one, but her, she knew i was on my own, but yet she did not care, she only cared for herself, and thats how i feel what i shouldnt do, but i didn’t care, i had to look out for myself, and thats what i am doing, when the time comes i will have him sign everything away, and then i will toss him out of the pack and banish him if he ever returns, i will either kill him or toss him in the cells to live his life out in the darkness of those walls, I’ve been to those cells, to check things out they even had showers in there, I really thought that was weird, why give them showers when they had done something wrong, Blaze told me once they are there to live there live in the cells let them be clean while they are alive, I thought that was pretty weird, but i never said anything else about it, i did notice in the very back of the cells, were one was in darkness, no shower or anything just a cot with a dim hanging light, that cell really creeped me out, thats when I decided he would be put in that celL.There wasnt even a window to look out of to see if it was light or dark, or even see people, I knew I needed to set my plan. I’ve already had him not wanting to be around me, what shocked me the most is when he moved me out of his room, I was a little sad at first I didn't really like being alone but after while i was okay with it, it gave me more time to think of my plan, one night i was laying in bed i was trying to sleep. When I got woken up by a shooting pain in my chest and my stomach, I felt like I was being stabbed over and over again, it was so painful I honestly thought I was going to die. it was hours before the pain had stopped and i couldn't sleep at all, I went out to the balcony that was hooked to my room and set down in the chair to look out into the woods, It wasn’t more than twenty minutes that went by that i saw Shawn coming out of the woods, he had his hands over his chest, I finally figured out what happened, we were mates and he went out there to reject me, because he thought I was the alpha's mate, That son of a b***h, hes the one that caused me so much f*****g pain tonight, He will pay for this, and i know just were to put him when i own this pack when this pack is mine, he will be put in the deepest part of the dungeon right next to his buddy Blaze, that f*****g ass hole will regret he ever rejected me, my wolf Sal started talking to me Well, he might had a reason Sammy he thinks you was the alpha's mate, he can not go against his own alpha,” ‘But he could had came to me and talked to me about this, we could had come to a understanding, He could had been on my side and we could had taken Blaze down together,” “that could had happened, but since he had rejected you, you now know he would never betray his alpha,” ‘your right but it doesn’t mean i won't make him pay for what he has done,” “Sammy, i'm starting think this is a bad idea,” “You won’t when the pack is ours and everything else is,” Afew days went by when i was coming inside the pack house, i was doing a little training, and wanted to come inside afterwards, I saw Shawn coming down the hallway toward Blaze office, i stopped and started glaring at him, he saw me shurged and walked into the office and shut the door, I was about to head inside to confront him, but i saw Blaze coming downstairs, He didn’t see me but i saw him and damn he looked sexy as hell tonight, he walked inside the office shutting the door, i carefully walked toward the door to see if i could hear anything but nothing, those damn sound proof walls, I decided to head back out side to help with the gardens, i wanted this place to stay in tip top shape when i took over and if that means getting my hands dirty so be it, I walked out there the first person i saw was Chasey, I knew she didn’t like me and i really didn't care, all i had to do was let her get to know me a little and then i will have her hook line and sinker, and it was time to do it to, if i wanted this pack to be mine and to like me when s**t hits the fan i needed to start now, Casey pov I was outside working in the gardens pulling out the weeds that was growing around the veggie garden, I have already did my patrol today i ran the boarders making sure there wasn't any loopholes were rogues could get inside, but i saw nothing, after Beta Shawn realise he didn't have to do these things, he started getting us to do it, good because that was our job to do so, i was out there for a few hours when I saw a shadow come across my area. I looked up and I noticed it was the luna, My wolf Lexy started growling. ‘Calm down girl it's just the luna,” “I don’t like her Casey,” “Well neither do i but we need to be friendly when she is near us,” “You can but i don't have to.” I plastered a smile on my face wondering what she wanted, i hoped it wasn’t nothing stupid. “Hello Luna, Is there anything I could do for you or get you?” “I was wondering if i could help, the Alpha is talking to the beta right now, So I thought i would come out here and help out some” I couldn't help but smile and so did my wolf Lexy “Well if you want you could help me pull these weeds, and then after we do this we could do the same with the flower garden, that would really help a lot, she nodded and actually got down on her hands and knees and started pulling the weeds out of the ground, the time we got done it was really late and we were both dirt and tired, we had gotten to know each other, and i decided i really did like her, i should had given her a chance,we looked at each other and started laughing we were dirty from head to toe, ‘Well Luna thank you for helping me today, if i didn't have any help i would had been out here most of the night,” “You are so very welcome Casey but if you excuse me i need to take a shower to get this dirt off of me, I agreed and we both left and went on our separate ways, I was just glad i got to know her, but Lexy also told me we still needed to watch out for her, i agreed as i went into my house and went into the shower, the water felt so good running down my back, my wolf told me there was something wrong, she couldn't reach her wolf, I told her don’t worry she is probably just shy, “If you say so” hey guys, im doing four tonight, i hope you like the book and please do not forget to post in the group
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