Elena
Fuck me! Yes, f**k my big f*****g time! I scream out my lungs, how could I? How could I forget today is my Love’s birthday?
Jesus Christ.
This is so heavy on me. Now I feel like Avera, I feel like the f*****g b***h. I didn’t mean to forget your birthday dad… I’m crying, crashing myself on the floor.
I usually set a reminder alarm on my father’s birthday but that doesn’t mean the date has to leave my head I just got f****d.
No, No… dad I’m sorry. I’m dropping the glasses instantly and run out of the kitchen holding my phone tightly. I’m happy I haven’t started drinking if not I wouldn’t be able to drive tonight, I was about to take a sip when the alarm came up.
Gosh, how could I do this to dad? I’m so messed up, I f*****g feel pain and I hate myself more now than I do Avera!
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