Cloe LeBlanc
The warm body that was still underneath mine continued its soothing song, I startled since I don't realize all the time we spent down here, he starts to laugh and I see him relaxed next to me.
He was taking a lock of my blond hair that was falling in my face, I feel that he was calm in a way that made me relaxed enough for him to sit in front of me and admire my body once again.
Our pack eschews most of the rules that other packs follow, we are not required to have a mating ceremony, what happens between a pair is by mutual agreement between them and the Alpha of the pack, and since Aycan is next I feel confident in what just happened between us.
"Would you like some food or would you rather talk?", I look at him and a tray of food I had nearby.
"I prefer to talk, I want to understand what just happened here between us" He laughs and pulls me into a kiss and we end up lying down again.
"It just so happened that I choose you to be my mate, and I will fight for my father to accept what happened between us", My confidence is not like his
"But what if your father doesn't accept, or worse the elders?", He twists his lips at my question.
"I don't believe they will be against what happened and about my choice," I think about my lineage which is a mystery.
"I don't have that same confidence Aycan," I speak to him with my eyes locked on his, my she-wolf growls in my head and says so I should trust his promises.
We stay a little longer there in the cave, but his phone kept ringing and we need to go back, something very serious happened and our father demanded that he be present for a meeting, so we rush back to the village.
Before we parted he gave me one more kiss and showed all his possessiveness when he squeezed my neck and growled for having to let me go, inside I liked the reaction he had shown to me.
I see him walking away towards the center of the village where everyone was gathered, I needed to go to our lair and put on at least one dress to go see what was going on, and especially to keep looking at Aycan, even more now that he said I belong to him.
I run in and look for the first outfit I have at my disposal, trying to hide all the marks on my shoulders, since he pressed in several places, after I am dressed, I go towards the meeting that was taking place.
"We need to form an alliance with the pack, and nothing better than an alliance with marriage," I hear our father speaking, my heart begins to palpitate strongly and Aycan's eyes meet mine.
"Father, can we conserve?", Alpha Roux looks at him reproachfully and when Aycan looks at me, our father follows his gaze and I can tell he is annoyed.
"The wedding is set for tomorrow, and that is all," I see him giving a command to Aycan who just obeys him and walks into the house which he keeps as an office to handle the business he has.
I leave walking towards the big lake and sit on the shore and try to control the anguish I feel in my chest, I try to push my she-wolf to a place she can't get out at this moment.
Because I know that she will suffer more than me if he rejects me, I look at the sun that is at its highest point, and that it would still take many hours for my goddess to appear and bring me some comfort.
Why am I rejected in this way, I thought he would be different, that he would fight for me...
WE ARE HIM
She screams in my head and I dry a tear that starts to drip, I hear an approach and I don't dare to look, the smell of wet earth and tobacco makes me know it is my father of creation approaching, I try to keep my nonchalant posture but my she-wolf is raging inside me, she wants to get out and leave, I hear her screaming to run.
"Cloe, dear, I have spoken to Aycan and I have come here to tell you that you can't stay together," I take a deep breath, but my internal force wants to explode on the man who raised me.
But I try to keep my calm so I don't feel the weight of the alpha who just sat next to me.
"I can't be claimed by him then?", Our father simply denies it with his head.
"I want to send you to the next town dear, let you finish your medical school, maybe if one day you get over the bond you will return to the village.
I look at the man sitting next to me and notice how much Aycan has drawn the similarities of our alpha, he has the same skin tone and the color of his hair is identical, even though he is a beast when protecting his pack, inside his den he is a wolf who cares with love for all of us.
"I agree to leave, but I want to go today, I don't want to be a part of this wedding, my she-wolf is suffering from rejection," He just agrees and sighs pulling me into a hug.
"I always knew there was a feeling between your she-wolf and Aycan's wolf, and I am surprised how long it took you two to connect, I am sorry I cannot remedy the situation." My surprise hits my leader and he smiles at me.
He doesn't speak, but nothing, he gets up and we go towards his lair so he can pack my things, he had asked them to prepare a car so he can drop me off at a house we always use when we go to the city.
I don't intend to stay there for long, just until I get organized and can get as far away as possible from everything that reminds me of our pack.
Two hours later we were leaving our village and heading for a destination more painful than anything else, I couldn't speak a word, it felt like my tongue was heavy, that my voice had been swallowed up with my heart to someplace far away and distant.
Even my she-wolf was melancholic inside me, I couldn't understand her feelings, one hour it was pure rage, another hour it was sorrow, and at this moment she was melancholic, almost depressed.
But I didn't get caught up in it, I accepted what had happened to me, but once I was rejected.
Roux dropped me off at the house and showed me how everything worked and told me the days that it was possible that I would receive visitors I made a mental note that on these days I need to find a different place so that I don't run the risk of running into him.
He hugs me and we say goodbye, it was a painful goodbye, but I didn't think too much about what happened, I tried to pack what I could and I decided that I would go to college and I would enroll tomorrow.
SIX MONTHS LATER
I am in testing period, I try to suppress the nausea I am feeling, I run my hand over the bulge in my belly and my teacher approaches me.
"Is everything okay Cloe?", I just nod, but I know that the birth of my children is approaching.
I'm glad I was accepted to another college, because there is no way I would be able to continue here and be able to explain how my babies grow faster, and no way I would be able to explain that I am already ready for them to be born.
After I finish my exam, I go back home and look at all the boxes that were being stored by the movers, I get in the car and drive to my new address, I will miss here, but I don't want Aycan to feel the presence of our puppies, he might want to demand them and take them to his partner to raise them.
My head makes me dizzy with so many possibilities, my she-wolf seems to be, but tired than usual, I feel her breathing heavy and a small twinge hits my pelvis, I run my hand over the stretched skin and smile at my babies.
"You will need to have a little patience my loves," We finally arrive at our new home.
My boxes are placed inside and with some effort I climb into the room carrying several blankets, spread them out on the floor and sit on top of them at the exact moment a strong contraction starts, I prepare myself to bring my children into the world.
After several hours I am so exhausted but here I am looking at my two boys who are Aycan's face and my little girl who brought with her some of my genetics, she has a white spot in her little hair.
I start to hear their hungry cries, I go downstairs and prepare a bottle for the three of them and go up without taking too long, I see them there quiet and feed them and admire the beauty of each of them.
But I have to be practical, I have to find a solution so that I can keep the three of them and finish college, I don't know how I will do it, but somehow we will manage.
"Mama will not reject you my loves, I will do my best to be a strong clan," they look at me and seem to be able to understand what I speak.
My she-wolf was tired, but I could feel her pride looking through my eyes at our cubs.
The years went by, I finished college and got a job as a doctor, I am specializing in oncology, even though my shifts are long I can take care of my children and my beloved Kylo, who I can see him through the window of my office.
The goddess smiled at me and when the children turned three Kylo smelled us and started to get closer, and with his way he conquered my heart and my three little wolves, we are lovers for two years and I say that he couldn't make me happier than I am.
For now I have taken them out of the school so no one knows what they really are, I look once more at the man who was in the parking lot and refocus on the next patient who will enter my room.
"Good afternoon Senor Fox, what can I do for you?", I look at the man and his scent is familiar to me, my wolf goes on alert, my hair stands on end, he walks in and closes the door.
"Good afternoon LeBlanc, I've come to take you home," hearing the man's voice makes me feel a dark fear.
"I am home, I have no reason to go anywhere," I say to my unwanted visitors.
They approach me and I notice when he pulls out a syringe and hits me.
"And since when do you have want?", My mind darkens as I hear my she-wolf howl in desperation.