THE DOCTOR CAME for rounds and even though I was advised to stay for another day, I refused it. I would rather rest at the comfort of our home. Inayos ni Gabriel ang discharge papers ko at habang hinihintay ko s'ya ay tinanggal naman ng nurse ang swero ko sa kamay. When Gabriel went to make our breakfast, nagdala rin s'ya ng bihisan ko. Inside the bag was pads.
I have read about it. Mga apat hanggang anim na linggo akong duduguin kahit caesarian ang ginawa sa akin. I have read so many pregnancy books since I found out I was pregnant that I don't know what to do now with that knowlesge. Wala na akong anak na aalagaan. Hell, I don't even know if I want to have another child after losing baby Gabriel.
As I sit in the toilet and feel the blood coming out from my v****a, I closed my eyes an
