Masha I don't know why but his words stir something deeply inside me. Tears that I don't how to stop, fall out from eyes. I can understand that he doesn't like me because I'm not like that woman, who is pretty, elegant and someone who came from a wealthy family like him. But actually hearing his words let me realized that no matter how hard I wished for him to notice me, its impossible. That he will never, ever like me no matter what.. But sometimes, I ask myself. Searching for the right reason, for him to not like me. Is it because I'm a boy? Or maybe, because I'm still a child? Or rather, its because he doesn't feel any love for me... Thinking about it, brought another wave of tears through me as my heart clench painfully inside my chest. And even though I know that it sounds so dr