Chapter Four
Journal
Subject: Marlena Lucci
Occasion: Viewing of subject’s profile
Initial impression: She’ll be moody, show her feelings on her sleeve for me to see and inspect. Emotions will tear at her and challenge us both. Whiny, cross, hurt, but desiring – the words that come to mind right off. It’s unlikely she’ll be manipulative as so many are. And intelligent, thank god for that; should we get to the point of having an intelligent conversation at least she’ll have something to say. Soft, nurturing, an authentic submissive for a change. I suppose it’s what I’m in the mood for this year. But on the other hand, it gives me a raw thrill to imagine her hair disheveled, her face streaked with dirt, her mouth set grimly on her tasks, a flash of dismay in her eyes. Ah, so I’m burning
