You can't try to sneak into a bar or buy alcohol while underage—they know your age, they know your parents, or they know your family-another one of the 4,724 reasons I want to leave Athens.
Wait what? He thought of this? Of me? When? “Better than I fantasized". Did my best friend Hamilton fantasize about s*x with me? Did he think about this before I asked a favor of him tonight? f**k a duck! How do we go back to a friendship now? This wasn't a quickie to lose my virginity. I felt things for Hamilton. They were the type of feelings best friends don't have. I craved him in a primal way. Hamilton tightens his arms around me as he shifts positions. I try to lie still. I'm a bit uncomfortable with my confused thoughts.
Hamilton's breathing is even as his limbs are heavy around me. After a f
