Yuna prev
as I stare at my paper my pencil taps the side of my desk, blackpinks song how you like that blades in my headphones. (hmm) I don't remember this being so challenging. I turn of my head phones allowing my music to play aloud, as I look in my mirror everything just looks so unimpressive.* grabs phone* I hold up a picture of blackpinks jennie( why can't I be you) fell from my lips in a desperate low tone. a tear falls from my eyes, I hate me I always have and I always will, everyone expects me to be the smart one, yes I'm smart but I want more... I take out my hair tie allowing my long black hair to fall to my waist. My dorm is sorta small with yellowish mellow walls two sets of platform beds with Grey sheets on both and hardware floors, and two butterfly curtains. with a desk used by me and my dorm and a small floor rug. my dorm is actually very cozy, I turn back to my mirror, ( I swear this isn't good for my health) I say silently to myself, I wonder maybe I could get surgery, I have money saved up everyscine I was 11 and my job at the local store pays well so maybe this is a sign telling me to do this, I look up local surgeons near me, and so far the best I could find is, Bullied by looks. I guess I'll give it a try. my appointments for tomorrow at 8, of course it will take a few days to heal and recover but I am willing to do whatever it takes to make me look like her. a girl of high fame and success.
Kim's prev
I crept my way through our dorm I guess she has already fell asleep but I stayed out a little longer to hangout with my boyfriend, Yuna lately has been so caught up looking like a kpop member she is to the point were she is starving herself and wearing more make up and working out all the time. I'm starting to worry about her. a sticky note on our desk gets my attention, I slide over and read it. I gasp at the horror, why would she change herself is she actually going to do this, all these thoughts keep running through my mind as I get dressed and doze off to sleep.