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SEIZE

SEIZE

Jungkook with his sweat hands are shaking. Scared? Intimidated? Afraid? Of what? Of the job interview? No. Jungkook clearly knows it's not about of the job interview. But he doesn't know why it is. Why is he shaking so much.

He's thinking he got an upset stomach.

He's confident on this job interview; he's preparing this interview before he even graduated. He graduated with flying honors and his name is talked inside and outside of the campus for being the handsome and smart student of business department. They even pushed and encourage him to join as the representative for their intramural but he simply declined it.

That is not his forte. Composing, writing and producing music he is the best so nah.

If he wants to enjoy his college life, he'll prefer when he's on his right course. He continued his Business Course so he'll focus on this one instead.

The lady before him on line was called and his next. He just can't stop shaking and his heart are thumping so fast. Damn.

He got up and he excuses himself that he needs to go in the bathroom.

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"Jimin, we need you in the conference room. Mr. Jung has an upset stomach--"

Jimin's intercom buffered whilst his encoding alot of paperworks. He has a presentation in a few hours and he's not even half finished on this one. And now, Seokjin being a boss b***h-- as always.

"Help me on this interview, small thing."

"Oh, hyung. You need help because you just like everyone." Jimin says while giving up on encoding his report presentation.

"That's why we need you here-- oh my god Hobi! Just get out-- damn-- it f*****g stink-- Jimin you need to come down here-- like right now!"

"I get it, hyung! Give me five minutes."

Jimin put his computer onto a hibernate mode then he went out on his office. Being the Assistant Business Officer is a b***h because you need to update the higher ups about the latest information about the company. Every f*****g month. And there is none stated on his job description that he'll interview applicants. He's not a HR Officer.

His Kim f*****g Seokjin hyung is the Head HR Officer. Why he was doing this again?

There are few sitting applicants that still waiting to be called so he went directly to the conference room and he saw Seokjin on the act of opening the window.

"Damn, it stinks, hyung--"

"Blame Jung f*****g Hoseok, small thing."

"Don't call me that!"

"Whatever."

"Hyung, you'll do the talking. I'll just help you decide, okay?"

He took the seat next to Seokjin while the older one is spraying some disinfectant inside of the room. When the f*****g fart maybe some turd of his Hoseok hyung was completely lost they told the secretary to call the next applicant.

The secretary gave them the copy of the applicant resumé. And God forgive him because he knows he'll f**k this thing up.

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Jungkook still cramming and has a sweaty hands but when he entered the conference room he felt he was hit by 10-wheeler truck.

There's a pretty man on the left, he has a broad shoulders. But the man on the right-- he's f*****g familiar-- and has this smug face looking at him.

He's burning. Burning in fear? Shame? Intimidation? He just doesn’t know. He just noticed that his feet wasn't able to walk nor move when their eyes met. It's an automatic face burning.

What should he do? Act as if he doesn't remember him? But how? He has a big fat c**k that filled his mouth years ago-- internally Jungkook muttered a loud curse. Fuck

3 years.

After the night he woke up in an empty apartel room he just can't forget Jimin's face and what they did that night. He cursed when Jimin didn't even left his number but he was ashamed even to contact him thru tinder. So the moment he got up, he grabbed his phone and uninstalled the application.

That was a one-time thing. Well, at least that's what Jungkook convinced to himself.

But not now.

He's standing inside of the conference room. In front of Jimin. The interviewer is Jimin. Jungkook's stomach twisted and he's on verge of throwing up because of overwhelming feelings and sensations.

"Good Day, Mr. Jeon. I'm Seokjin Kim, the Head HR officer of this company." Seokjin offered his hands and he's hesitant to accept the handshake because he has sweaty palms right now. But he accepted instead. He saw Seokjin lips curled up a little probably thinking his hands are gross.

"And Good day, Mr. Jeon. I am Jimin Park, the Assistant Business Officer." He's slowly turning his attention to the man on his right. He's wearing suit not a polo-tshirt and ripped jeans like what he wear that night. His hairs are cleanly formed and not that shoveled hair when they met that night. Right now, he look much hotter!

Fuck. Do he have an office kink?

"Talk about luck, Kookie." And he gulped. Amazingly turned on in this certain situation. He can't stare directly at Jimin's direction. He just don't know how to act.

"Have a seat, Mr. Jeon." It was Jimin who instructed him and he immediately follows with a little thank you. Shy.

"Hi again Mr. Jeon." It was Jimin again. "How's your day?"

Jungkook gulped again still not staring on Jimin's direction. "N-Never b-been better. Sir."

And by that he heard a loud cough coming from Jimin.

After a few seconds he realized what he just said. Not pertaining it in s****l way instead it’s a formal one. Damn.

His eyes zeroed when he's coughing so hard to the point he's drinking water so that he can ease the cough. "You okay, small thing?" It was Seokjin asked and caress his back.

Jungkook eyed the certain pattern Seokjin's giving Jimin on his back. When Jimin consecutively nod Seokjin look at him and gave him an apologitic smile.

"Okay, Mr. Jeon. Kindly tell us about yourself." So he did. He told him about himself. His carrer path. His attainment. He's boasting it but not too much. After all he has the power of boasting because everything what he had said is true

"Hmm. That's nice." Seokjin are taking down notes and when he stole a glance on Jimin's direction he's looking at him intensely. He just bit his lower lip and waiting for Seokjin's next question.

"So on your resumé it was stated here you stopped your schooling for more than a year. What happened?" It was Jimin. That's it when their eyes met.

"I-- I worked as an assistant producer of BIGHIT."

"OH! f**k! You're that Jungkook that Namjoon and Yoongi kept talking about!" It was Seokjin.

"You knew hyung?!" Jimin shouted and Seokjin was taken back.

"What? What are you talking about?"

"He's the... You know. The Kookie."

If there's one thing Jungkook wishes right now, it's that he wants to be eaten by the land. He wants to get lost, he wants to disappear. AS IN RIGHT NOW!

"HOW WOULD I KNOW?! I KNOW HIM AS JUNGKOOK ON NAMJOON'S SIDE AND I KNEW HIM AS  KOOKIE ON YOU!"

"BUT--"

"Hey. I think I'll just go—I think I’m gonna pass this interview. Thanks." Jungkook was quick to stand on his feet and walked out of the room almost immediately. He's skipping the hallway fastest he can. The elevators are still on lower floor and it'll take a minute to get him so he skipped and went to the stairs instead.

He's skipping at least 3 or 5 steps but not when there's a firm hands holding his wrists. "Stop-- Jungkook. Just stop." It was almost close to the pleading tone.

"It's not-- it's not what you think-- i-- it's—just-- Seokjin doesn't know what happened—just— he knew I met someone in Tinder that I really like but I was ditched. I-- i didn't tell him that night."

Jungkook still not facing him. At least he let out the breath he didn't noticed he was holding. He was relieved, he doesn’t know why. That's what he just wants to hear? Maybe.

"I'm sorry if that wasn't a professional way to interview--"

"It's fine." He tried to get out of Jimin's grip but he just can't. He knows he's strong but Jimin's grip are way more stronger. Well if he really wants—he just can get the grip and run but also part of him wants to stay. Waiting what Jimin will say next.

"Look... I'm sorry Jungkook. Did I do something bad that night? I'm sorry if it didn't satisfied you-- it's just-- I'm not sexually active—and rarely hook up—I am so sorry."

"Wait—what-- what?" He turned his head and finally met the glance of Jimin.

"I'm sorry that night and today if I got you uncomfortable. Well I shouldn't be here actually, I just helped Seokjin hyung on this interview-- but if I'm making you that uncomfortable--"

"No Jimin-- s**t-- listen-- i-- i was just overwhelmed a while ago. I just didn’t expect to see you today—or ever again—I just—"

"Just-- just finish the interview please?" Jimin interrupted him and pleading through his eyes. He can see the desperation and he's hurt. "I don't want to ruin your opportunity in this company because you are one of the great candidate on this job interview-- you know what-- I'll leave this intervie--"

"What-- no-- Jimin!"

Jimin was about to take step back to leave when Jungkook grab his wrist causing him to face the taller one. “Jimin.”

He can see how Jimin’s lips wobble and his eyes started to water. “Can we talk after the interview? I just want to talk.”

Jimin just nod and gently grab his wrist and the first one to leave the fire exit. He went back to the conference room and saw his Seokjin Hyung in his worried eyes. “How did it go, small thing?”

The door swung open and they saw Jungkook in his awkward smile and he’s fiddling the handle of his suitcase. “Will it be fine to continue my job interview?”

Jin smiled and let him seat on the seat and gave him a small smile. “Please take a seat, Mr. Jeon.”

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“So… tell me how to start.” Jungkook said as he cut his well done steak while eyeing Jimin in front of him.

Jimin shyly lowered his head. “It depends on the things you want me to know.” he is cutting his steak too.

“That night… it was my last night in Seoul and latter that time is I travelled to Busan to continue my business course. That night really hit me a lot hyung. I maybe to ashamed on what I did but it is one of the best experience I ever had.”

He saw how Jimin’s face lit but couldn’t bring to hide his smile. “Why didn’t you contact me? I couldn’t even find you in tinder—you just deleted everything. All I think that I wasn’t able to satisfy you that you had to block me.”

Jungkook eyes widen up as he look at Jimin. The taller one eyes widen up because of what he heard. His emotion and brain might short circuited because what he felt that night was complete opposite.

“Jimin… No.” he suddenly said with a stern voice and that gave reason to Jimin to look him up.

“What no?”

“That night… I couldn’t forget that night. You were so gentle yet harsh to me and assuring me not to hurt myself. You are so good… your co—” he saw how Jimin’s eyes widen and rush to cover Jungkook mouth on his hand.

“Anyways.” Jungkook started and pull the smaller one hands from his mouth. “I didn’t reach you out because you didn’t even bother to leave your number on the apartel so I thought you didn’t like me. That is why I immediately uninstall Tinder the moment I woke up.”

“What? I left a note on your bedside table! I left my number there. I even put a location and time if you want to meet again to talk. I promise!”

Could it be… Jungkook didn’t saw it?

“Oh my goodness, Jimin. I am so sorry!” it is a late realization and that broke Jungkook heart. He was so dumb.

“Of course, I like everything that happened that night! I am just so sorry. I was so dumb.”

“I wait to the café for the whole day.”

“s**t! I am so sorry, Jimin.” He grab Jimin’s hand and hold it so tightly and beg forgiveness thru his eyes.

“Jungk—”

“Late me make it up to you tonight?”

And later that night Jimin stayed at Jungkook and while they are watching Netflix, the taller one made the first move and gave Jimin a hot and sinfull French kiss. He travelled the distance from sitting at the couch to Jimin straddling him.

“Hmm… Kookie.” Jimin hands trailed on his head and gently tracing his hairlines while they are kissing still.

“Yes, Jimin.,,.” Suddenly Jimin tug Jungkook hair harshly causing to break the kiss. The other one tried to stick his tongue to reach Jimin cheeks to give it a lick but he was unsuccessful.

“Jimin… let me.” his hands trailed to the shoulders of Jimin to the button of it’s polo. But Jimin just tugged him harshly causing to escape a whine on his mouth.

“It’s a hyung, Kookie. I am a hyung, baby. I am older.”

He wasn’t sure if he heard it right.

“Hyung… f**k me.”

And who is Jimin to deny the request of the baby.

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