Although something told him he was making a serious mistake, Tom told Fran he could not continue in his slut boy role. He could no longer live with himself because of the constant shame and humiliation in displaying himself as a s****l object. He was devoted to Fran and felt she would agree to use him in some other way. His mistake was to not understand that what Fran was hearing was that he had not completely incorporated the role that he was trained to play. That he needed more help in accepting his status as a subservient slave with unquestioning obedience to her. Her response was, "I see you have difficulty seeing yourself as a slut boy."
"I feel I'm in heat, like you want, but it's degrading."
"It must be frustrating for you to look and feel like a slut when you haven't been acting
