Chapter 3
"NO SABE!"AS Shoz-Dijiji followed Geronimo and the two braves from General
Crook's office, a white girl chanced to be passing in front of
head-quarters. Her eyes and the eyes of Shoz- Dijiji met, and into
the eyes of the girl leaped the light of recognition and
pleasure.
"Shoz-Dijiji!" she exclaimed. "I am so glad to see you again."
The brave stopped and looked gravely into her face, listening to
her words. "I am visiting with Mrs. Cullis. Won't you come and see
me?"
"No sabe," said Shoz-Dijiji and brushed past her to rejoin his
fellows.
A flush of mortification colored the face of Wichita Billings;
and the fire of anger and resentment lighted her eyes, but the
flush quickly faded and, as quickly, an expression of sorrow
supplanted that of displeasure. For a moment she stood looking
after the tall, straight form of the Apache as he walked toward his
pony; and then, with a sigh, she resumed her way.
A white man, coming from the canteen, had witnessed the meeting
between Shoz-Dijiji and Wichita Billings. He had recognized the
girl immediately and the Indian as the same that had, a short time
before, spoiled a sale for him and smashed a bottle of whiskey upon
the floor of his back room.
He was surprised to see Wichita Billings at the post, and as she
turned again in his direction he stepped quickly behind the corner
of a building and waited there until she had passed.
The natural expression that mirrored in the face of "Dirty"
Cheetim, whatever atrophied thing may have done questionable duty
as his soul, was evil; but peculiarly unclean was the look in his
eyes as he watched the girl walking briskly along the path that led
to the officers' quarters.
Presently his eyes wandered to the figure of the Apache brave
riding across the parade on the pinto stallion, and his brows
contracted in thought. Where had he seen that buck before? —a long
time before. There was something mighty familiar about
him—something that Cheetim had not noticed until he saw the Indian
talking with Wichita Billings; but even so he failed to connect the
associated ideas that had subconsciously aroused the suggestion of
previous familiarity, and so, dismissing the matter from his mind,
he went on about his affairs.
Geronimo rode back to the camp of the Be-don-ko-he in silence.
It was as impossible for him to get the viewpoint of the white man
as it was for the white man to get the viewpoint of theApache. He
felt that he had been treated with rank injustice and treachery.
Geronimo was furious', yet his stern, inscrutable face gave no
evidence of what was passing in his savage brain. He did not rant
nor rave, raising his voice in loud oaths, as might a white man
under stress of similar circumstance.
Geronimo dismounted before his hogan and turned to Shoz- Dijiji
and the others who had accompanied him. "Tell the braves of the
Be-don-ko-he that Geronimo is going away from San Carlos," he said.
"Perhaps they would like to come and talk with Geronimo before he
goes."
As the three braves rode away through the village Geronimo sat
down before the entrance to his hogan. "Geronimo cannot live in
peace with thieves and liars, Morning Star," he said to his wife.
"Therefore we shall go away and live as Usen intended that we
should live. He never meant that we should live with the white-eyed
men."
"We are going on the war trail again?" asked Sons-ee-ah-
ray.
Geronimo shook his head. "No," he replied. "If they will leave
Geronimo alone he will not fight the pindah-lickoyee again.
Geronimo wishes only to lead his own life in his own way far from
any pindah-lickoyee. In that way only lies peace."
"Sons-ee-ah-ray will be glad to leave San Carlos," said the
squaw. "She will be glad to go anywhere to get away from the
white-eyed men. They are bad. Their women are bad, and ,they think
because their women are bad that the Apache women are bad. The
white-eyed men make bad talk to Sons-ee- ah-ray when she passes
them on her way to the Agency. She will be glad not to hear this
talk any more.
"Geronimo knows that Sons-ee-ah-ray, the mother of his children,
is a good woman. Why, then, do the white-eyed men talk thus to
her?"
The War Chief shook his head. "I do not know," he said. "I do
not understand the white-eyed men."
When the warriors of the Be-don-ko-he gathered, many of the
older men appeared apprehensive. They looked sad and worried but
the young men were excited and gay. Many of the latter were already
painting their faces, but when Geronimo saw this he frowned and
shook his head.
"Geronimo is going away," he said, "because he can no longer
live under the conditions that the white-eyed men impose and still
maintain his self respect; but he does not mean, as some of the
young men seem to think, that he is going to take the war trail
against the pindah-lickoyee.
"With his family he is going up somewhere around Fort Apache and
live in the mountains where he will not have to see any
white-eyes."
"We will go with you!" said many of the Be-don-ko-he.
"No," remonstrated Geronimo. "If you go with me the Agent will
say that Geronimo has gone out again with his warriors, but if only
Geronimo and his own family go the Agent cannot say that Geronimo
has gone upon the war trail. "If you come with me they will send
soldiers after us; and then there will be war, and already there
have been enough of us killed. Therefore Geronimo goes alone.
"Shoz-Dijiji, my son, will remain here for a while and learn if
the white-eyed men are going to make trouble because Geronimo has
left San Carlos. If they do, he will bring the word to me; and then
I shall know what next to do; but I shall not return to San Carlos
to be treated like a fool and a child—no, not I, Geronimo, War
Chief of all the Apaches!"
And so that night Geronimo, with all his family except
Shoz-Dijiji, rode silently northward toward Fort Apache; and at San
Carlos the Indians, the Agent and the soldiers slept in peaceful
ignorance of this event that was so soon to lead to the writing of
one of history's bloodiest pages. After Geronimo had left,
Shoz-Dijiji sought out Gian-nah- tah with whom he had had no
opportunity to speak since the moment of their altercation in the
Hog Ranch. In the heart of the Black Bear was only love for this
friend of his childhood; and while he knew that Gian-nah-tah had
been very angry with him at the time, he attributed this mostly to
the effect of the whiskey he had drunk, believing that when this
had worn off, and Gian-nah-tah had had time to reflect, he would
harbor no ill will.
Shoz-Dijiji found his friend sitting alone over a tiny fire and
came and squatted down beside him. Neither spoke, but that was
nothing unusual. Near by, before her hogan, a squaw was praying to
the moon. "g*n-ju-le, klego-m-ay," she chanted.
At a little distance a warrior cast hoddentin into the air and
prayed: "g*n-ju-le, chil-jilt, Si-chi-zi, g*n-ju-le, inzayu,
ijanale," Be good, O Night; Twilight, be good; do not let me
die."Peace and quiet lay upon the camp of the Be-don-ko-he.
"Today," said Shoz-Dijiji, "I recognized the white-eyed man who
sells fire-water to the Apaches. He is the man who tried to steal
the white-eyed girl that day that Gian-nah- tah and Shoz-Dijiji
were scouting near the hogan of her father.
"I thought that I killed him that day; but. today I saw him
again, selling fire-water to GIan-nah-tah. He is a very bad man.
Some day I shall kill him; but I shall do it when no one is around
to see, for the white-eyed fools would put me in prison as quickly
for killing a bad man as a good."
Gian-nah-tah made no reply. Shoz-Dijiji turned and looked into
the face of his friend. "Is Gian-nah-tah still angry?" he
asked.
Gian-nah-tah arose, turned around, and squatted down again with
his back toward Shoz-Dijiji. The Black Bear shook his head sadly;
then he stood up. For a moment he hesitated as though about to
speak; but instead he turned, drew his blanket more closely about
him, and walked away. His heart was heavy. During his short life he
had seen many of his friends killed in battle; he had seen little
Ish-kay-nay, his first love, die in his arms, slain by the bullet
of a white man; he had seen the look of horror in the eyes of the
white girl he had grown to love, when he had avowed that love; he
had just seen his father and his mother driven by the injustices of
the white conqueror from the society of their own kind; and now he
had lost his best friend. The heart of Shoz-Dijiji, the Black Bear,
was heavy indeed.
Wichita Billings was visiting in the home of Margaret Cullis at
the post. The two were sitting in the modest parlor, the older
woman sewing, the younger reading. Presently Wichita closed her
book and laid it on the table.
"I can't seem to get interested," she said. "I don't feel very
'literary' tonight."
"You haven't been yourself all day," said Mrs. Cullis." Aren't
you feeling well?"
"I feel all right, physically," replied the girl, "but I'm
blue."
"About what?"
"0, nothing—I just feel blue. Didn't you ever feel that way when
there wasn't any reason for it?"
"There usually is a reason."
"I suppose so. Perhaps it's in the air." There was a silence
that lasted a minute or two. Lieutenant King's calling this
evening."
"I'm sure that shouldn't make you blue, my dear girl," exclaimed
Margaret Cullis, laughing.
"Well, it doesn't cheer me up much, because I know what he's
going to say; and I know what I'm going to answer. It's always the
same thing." "I can't see why you don't love him, Wichita. It would
be a wonderful match for you."
"Yes, for me; but not for him. His people would be ashamed of
me,"
"Don't be silly! There isn't any man or any family too good for
you—I doubt if there is any good enough for you."
"You're a dear, but the fact remains that they are stiff- backed
Bostonians with more culture than there is in the whole state that
I came from and a family tree that started as a seedling in the
Garden of Eden, while I got most of my education out of a mail
order catalog; and if I ever had a family tree it must have been
blown away by a Kansas cyclone while my folks were fighting
Indians.
"And speaking of Indians, whom do you think I saw today?"
"Who?"
"Shoz-Dijiji!"
Margaret Cullis looked up quickly. Was it the intonation of the
girl's voice as she spoke the name! The older woman frowned and
looked down at her work again. "What did he have to say?" she
asked.
"Nothing."
"Oh, you didn't see him to talk with?"
"Yes, but he wouldn't talk to me. He just fell back on that
maddening 'No sabe' that they use with strangers."
"Why do you suppose he did that?" asked Mrs. Cullis.
"I hurt him the last time I saw him," replied Wichita.
"Hurt one of Geronimo's renegades! Child, it can't be done."
"They're human!" replied the girl. "I learned that in the days
that I spent in Geronimo's camp while Chief Loco was out with his
hostiles. Among themselves they are entirely different people from
those we are accustomed to see on the reservation. No one who has
watched them with their children, seen them at their games, heard
them praying to Dawn and Twilight, to the Sun, the Moon, and the
Stars as they cast their sacred hoddentin to the winds would ever
again question their possession of the finer instincts of sentiment
and imagination.
"Because they do not wear their hearts upon their sleeves,
because they are not blatant in the declaration of their finer
emotions, does not mean that they feel no affection or that they
are incapable of experiencing spiritual suffering."
"Perhaps," said Margaret Cullis j "but you, who have lived in
Indian country all your life, who have seen the heartless cruelties
they inflict upon their helpless victims, who know their treachery
and their dishonesty, cannot but admit that whatever qualities of
goodness they possess are far outweighed by those others which have
made them hated and feared the length and breadth of the
Southwest."
"For every wrong that they have committed," argued Wichita,
"they can point out a similar crime perpetrated upon them by the
whites. 0, Margaret, it is the old case again of the pot calling
the kettle black. We have tortured them and wronged them even more
than they have tortured and wronged us.
"We esteem personal comfort and life as our two most sacred
possessions. When the Apaches t*****e and kill us we believe that
they have committed against us the most hideous of conceivable
crimes.
"On the other hand the Apaches do not esteem personal comfort
and life as highly as do we and consequently, by their
standards—and we may judge a people justly only by their own
standards—we have not suffered as much as they, who esteem more
highly than life or personal comfort the sanctity of their ancient
rites and customs and the chastity of their women. From the time of
the white man's first contact with the Apaches he has ridiculed the
one and defiled the other.
"I have talked with Shoz-Dijiji, and Geronimo, with Sons-
ee-ah-ray, and many another Be-don-ko-he man and woman; they have
laid bare their hearts to me, and never again can anyone convince
me that we have not tortured the Apaches with as malignant cruelty
as they have tortured us."
"Why you are a regular little Apache yourself, Wichita," cried
Margaret Cullis. "I wonder what your father would say if he could
hear you."
"He has heard me. Don't think for a minute that I am afraid to
express my views to anyone."
"Did he enjoy them and agree with you?"
"He did not. He did everything but tear his hair and take me out
to the woodshed. You know Mason was killed about two months ago,
and it had all the ear-marks of an Apache killing. Mason was one of
Dad's best friends. Now, every time he thinks or hears Apache he
sees red."
"I don't blame him," said Margaret Cullis.
"It's silly," snapped Wichita, "and I tell him so. It would be
just as logical to hate all French-Canadians because Guiteau
assassinated President Garfield."
"Well, how in the world, feeling toward the Apaches as you do,
could you have found it in your heart to so wound Shoz-Dijiji that
he will not speak to you?"
"I did not mean to," explained the girl. "It—just happened. We
had been together for many days after the Chi-e-a-hen attacked the
Pringe ranch and Shoz-Dijiji got me away from them. The country was
full of hostiles, and so he took me to the safest place he could
think of—the Be- don-ko-he camp. They kept me there until they were
sure that all the hostiles had crossed the border into Mexico. He
was lovely to me—a white man could have been no more
considerate—but when he got me home again and was about to leave me
he told me that he loved me.
"I don't know what it was, Margaret—inherited instinct,
perhaps—but the thought of it revolted me, and he must have seen it
in my face. He went away, and I never saw him again—until
today—three years."
The older woman looked up quickly from her work. There had been
a note in the girl's voice as she spoke those last two words that
aroused sudden apprehension in the breast of Margaret Cullis.
"Wichita," she demanded, "do you love this—this Apache?"
"Margaret," replied the girl, "you have been like a sister to
me, or a mother. No one else could ask me that question. I have not
even dared ask myself." She paused. "No, I cannot love him!"
"It would be unthinkable that you would love an Indian,
Wichita," said the older woman. "It would cut you off forever from
your own kind and would win you only the contempt of the Indians. A
white girl had better be dead than married to an Indian."
Wichita nodded. "Yes, I know," she whispered, "and yet he is as
fine as any man, white or red, that I have ever known."
"Perhaps, but the fact remains that he is an Apache."
"I wish to God that he were white!" exclaimed the girl.
A knock on the door put an end to their conversation, and
Wichita arose from her chair and crossed the room to admit the
caller. A tall, good looking subaltern stood smiling on the
threshold as the door swung in.
"You're prompt," said Wichita.
"A good. soldier always is," said Mrs. Cullis. "That is
equivalent to a medal of honor, coming from the wife of my troop
commander," laughed King as he stepped into the room.
"Give me your cap," said Wichita, "and bring that nice easy
chair up here beside the table."
"I was going to suggest that we take a walk," said King, "that
is if you ladies would care to. It's a gorgeous night."
"Suits me," agreed Wichita. "How about you, Margaret?"
"I want to finish my sewing. You young folks run along and have
your walk, and perhaps Captain Cullis will be here when you get
back. If he is we'll have a game of euchre."
"I wish you'd come," said Wichita.
"Yes, do!" begged King, but Mrs. Cullis only smiled and shook
her head.
"Run along, now," she cried gaily, "and don't forget the
game."
"We'll not be gone long," King assured her. "I wish you'd come
with us."
"Sweet boy," thought Margaret Cullis as the door closed behind
them leaving her alone. "Sweet boy, but not very truthful."
As Wichita and King stepped out into the crisp, cool air of an
Arizona night the voice of the sentry at the guard house rang out
clearly against the silence: "Number One, eight o'clock!" They
paused to listen as the next sentry passed the call on: "Number
Two, eight o'clock. All's well!" Around the chain of sentries it
went, fainter in the distance, growing again in volume to the
final, "All's well!" of Number One.
"I thought you said it was a gorgeous night," remarked Wichita
Billings. "There is no moon, it's cloudy and dark as a pocket."
"But I still insist that it is gorgeous," said King, smiling.
"All Arizona nights are."
"I don't like these black ones," said Wichita; "I've lived in
Indian country too long. Give me the moon every time."
"They scarcely ever attack at night," King reminded her.
"I know, but there may always be an exception to prove the
rule."
"Not much chance that they will attack the post," said King.
"I know that, but the fact remains that a black night always
suggests the possibility to me."
"I'll admit that the sentries do suggest a larger assurance of
safety on a night like this," said King. "We at least know that we
shall have. a little advance information before any Apache is among
us."
Numbers Three and Four were mounted posts, and at the very
instant that King was speaking a shadowy form crept between the two
sentries as they rode slowly in opposite directions along their
posts. It was Shoz-Dijiji.
Though the Apache had demonstrated conclusively that Wichita
Billings' intuitive aversion to dark nights might be fully
warranted, yet in this particular instance no danger threatened the
white inhabitants of the army post, as Shoz-Dijiji's mission was
hostile only in the sense that it was dedicated to espionage.
Geronimo had charged him with the duty of ascertaining the
attitude of the white officers toward the departure of the War
Chief from the reservation, and with this purpose in view the Black
Bear had hit upon the bold scheme of entering the post and
reporting Geronimo's' departure in person that he might have first
hand knowledge of Nan-tan- des-la-par-en's reaction.
He might have come in openly in the light of day without
interference, but it pleased him to come as he did as a
demonstration of the superiority of Apache cunning and of his
contempt for the white man's laws.
He moved silently in the shadows of buildings, making his way
toward the adobe shack that was dignified by the title of
Headquarters. Once he was compelled to stop for several minutes in
the dense shadow at the end of a building as he saw two figures
approaching slowly. Nearer and nearer they came. Shoz-Dijiji saw
that one was an officer, a war chief of the pindah-lickoyee, and
the other was a woman. They were talking earnestly. When they were
quite close to Shoz- Dijiji. the white officer stopped and laid a
hand upon the arm of his companion.
"Wait, Wichita," he said. "Before we go in can't you give me
some hope for the future? I'm willing to wait. Don't you think that
some day you might care for me a little?"
The girl walked on, followed by the man. "I care for you a great
deal, Ad," Shoz-Dijiji heard her say in a low voice just before the
two passed out of his hearing; "but I can never care for you in the
way you wish." That, Shoz-Dijiji did not hear.
"You love someone else?" he asked. In the darkness he did not
see the hot flush that overspread her face as she replied. "I am
afraid so," she said.
"Afraid so! What do you mean?"
"It is something that I cannot tell you, Ad. It hurts me to talk
about it."
"Does he know that you love him?"
"No."
"Is it anyone I know?"
"Please, Ad, I don't like to talk about it."
Lieutenant Samuel Adams King walked on in silence at the girl's
side until they reached Mrs. Cullis' door. "I'm going to wait—and
hope, Chita," he said just before they entered the house.
Captain Cullis had not returned, and the three sat and chatted
for a few minutes; but it was evident to Margaret Cullis that
something had occurred to dash the spirits of her young guests, nor
was she at a loss to guess the truth. Being very fond of them both;
believing that they were eminently suited to one another, and,
above all, being a natural born match maker, Margaret Cullis was
determined to leave no stone unturned that might tend toward a
happy consummation of her hopes.
"You know that Chita is leaving us in the morning?" she asked
King, by way of inaugurating her campaign.
"Why, no," he exclaimed, "she did not tell me."
"I should have told you before you left," said the girl. "I
wouldn't go without saying good-bye, you know."
"I should hope not," said King.
"She really should not take that long ride alone," volunteered
Mrs. Cullis.
"It is nothing," exclaimed Wichita. "I've been riding alone ever
since I can recall."
"Of course she shouldn't," said King. "It's not safe. I'll get
leave to ride home with you. May I?"
"I'd love to have you, but really it's not necessary."
"L think it is," said King. "I'll go over to headquarters now
and arrange it. I think there'll be no objections raised."
"I'm leaving pretty early," warned Wichita. "What time?"
"Five o'clock."
"I'll be here!"