Irreplaceable Mistakes

~Nine~

Zoella

  I am f****d right now; I can’t believe I will be stuck with this arrogant man for another minute or hours and all he does is nag. This place is the worst, no hotel near by and people aren’t even walking, no cars just silence everywhere.

“You should get some sleep, you look tired.” He said with a cracked voice as he adjusted for me.

What’s with him now? The sudden behavior and calmness in his voice. One minute he was mad at me and the next he was nice. The lodge he built was not actually big but we had to manage.

“You know the time is 5, right? And you are telling me to sleep?” I sat beside him. He didn’t respond back and that’s not like him. The Zavion I met not too long would have said something if you talk back at him.

“Hey, hey, are you alright?” I placed my hand on his back and he was warm, really warm. “Hey, can you hear me?” I said again and this time I struggled to help him up but he was big for me.

I finally found a way to make him face me, his face was paled so was his lips and his eyes were closed. He was breathing slowly and it made me scared, I couldn’t ask for help under the rain and nobody was passing by. I took off the jacket he gave me.

There was no lighter to make fire or keep him warm so I decided to do it the old-fashioned way. I took off my clothes and unbuttoned his wet shirt and made him cling into me with our body having physical contact. I hope this worked, nobody has ever saw me naked not even Alex.

Few minutes has passed and suddenly I thought about what he said to me two hours ago. He told me to worry about myself and handed me his jacket when he was the one who really needed it. It made me smile, he sure was a gentle man and he really looked calm when sleeping. 

“Why are your boobs out?”

I jumped on my feet the moment I heard that, his thick voice startled me. I took my clothes from the ground and wore it. I was embarrassed. He looked over his shoulder and looked back at me.

“And why is my shirt unbuttoned?” he completed his words.

“A thank you will do at least, I just saved your life Mr. Gutierrez and not trying to rape you.”

He chuckles.

“Except I’ll just bet you didn’t check the size of my d**k, did you?”

“What the f**k, I’m not a pervert and by the way I hate to break it to you but you passed out.”

He grinned. “That’s not true and all I know is that I woke up and met boobs in front of me, you have amazing boobs by the way.”

“Will you please not say boobs again and I think the rain has finally stopped.”

He brought out his phone from his pocket and cleared his throat “There is still no signal.” He winked.

“Well, we can trek to the fueling station and get some gas. How about that?” I nodded.

“You know, I would have done that but it’s far and you can’t survive the walk.” He stared at my legs. “Not even with those shoes."

I looked down on my feet and realized I was still on my wedge. “Ahem, well, how do u plan on us getting out of here?”

“I don’t have any plan or a back up plan or a back up back up plan so we will just have to be patient until Ethan comes for us or till the service comes back.”

I was actually scared of sitting beside him now that he has seen my boobs but I couldn’t take the pain from my legs and I think he noticed that.

“Why don’t you sit down?” he offered.

“No, thank…thank you.”

“Well, suit yourself missy.” He smiled.

Zavion

I knew she saved me but I’d like to frustrate her a little bit, she seemed fun. The service came back the minute the rain stopped but I couldn’t let it ruined the fun I was having with her. I won’t be able to laugh or talk to her like this at home now that she will be staying with us as from tomorrow.

My phone buzzed. f**k! Not now. I cut the call Immediately and looked at her still standing. My phone vibrated again and I picked this time and told Ethan where we were.

She finally decided to go outside after the car arrived. She went and sat in the back sit and she still wouldn’t talk to me.

Silence.

“Are you guys okay?” Ethan finally broke the silence.

“She tried to rape me but didn’t succeed.”

She scoffed and I looked at her and gave a small smile along with a wink.

“Wow Zoe, I didn’t know you have a thing for my brother.”

“Do you believe I can rape him?” She finally spoke.

“Err, not at all but why would Zavion say that if it didn’t happen?”

“Because he is probably messing with me and he enjoys it.”

I looked her way “Ethan, please tell that sassy girl that she is not my type, tell her that I prefer girls with big boobs and pretty face with class.”

“I know I’m not as rich as you but you can’t keep on insulting me, I may not wear fancy clothes or have class to you but I know my worth… you know, you are just being a dickhead.”

Gosh, I almost made her cry again. “Ethan can you drive faster?”

“How did you two even end up together, In the same place and at the same time?” Ethan asked as he pulled the car into the garage.

“Let’s not talk about it, it’s useless by the way.”

She was in a hurry to leave the house. Maybe what I said was too much, she took her phone and called someone.

“You can’t just leave like that, you know?” I said as she dropped her hand from the doorknob, she hates me now.

“I don’t know the problem you have with me and I don’t wanna argue with you or course a scene again Mr. Gutierrez so please let me be.” She opened the door and left.

Zoella

I hate him, I f*****g hate him… he is arrogant, rude and doesn’t know how to talk to a lady. What have I gotten myself into? I was just staying for the money nothing more. 

I got to the hospital and took a deep breath; I went into Chloe’s room and she was reading After.

“Hey sis, you look good.” I said to her as I sat down beside her.

“Zoe, this novel is fantastic, Teresa and Harry are like not compatible but liked each other.” She smiled and was using her eyes to search behind me. “Where is mom?”

I froze. Mom? Are her memories coming back? But why does she remember mom all of a sudden? I looked at her and didn’t know what to say.

“Why were you shocked when I mentioned mom?”

“Something came to my mind, that was why my expression changed and I didn’t wanna tell you about our parents because of your health.”

“I’m okay Zoe but what happened to them?... and the mansion?” she asked.

I swallowed my spit “What mansion?” I was completely clueless.

“Our home dummy, don’t you remember? Where have you been staying?”

“Ah, my apartment.”

“You are staying in an apartment when we have lived in a mansion our whole life?” she dropped the novel she was reading. Goodness, what is going on?

“We stayed in a mansion? Ah… right, the mansion.”

“You are acting weird Zoe; this is not like you, please give dad a call, I miss home.”

“Chloe, mom and dad are out of town, I haven’t seen them since your accident and the mansion was mortgaged three years ago.” I lied because I didn’t know what she was talking about.

“Please tell me that you are joking.” She started laughing.

“No, I’m not and you are twenty-three now so I need you to be brave for me.”

“Brave? My life is ruined Zoe and you are telling me to be brave? That is what I can’t do.” She stood up even though she couldn’t walk very well and walked out the door slamming it behind her.

I sighed. Where do I start from?

I went after her and found her at the garden crying. She was on the roof standing at the edge.

“Chloe please come down, we will make this work, we will unmortgage the mansion and find our parent, I promise you that.”

“No, Zoe, it’s not going to be easy, let me just die, I don’t wanna live… I will kill myself.” She threatened.

“Please, believe me, I will make this work… I promise. Please give me your hand. I need you Chloe, I need my sister.” I gave out my hand and she took it. I brought her down and hugged her, she was crying and all I could do was just stay there and cried with her.