Bethilda
I shook my head rashly. "What's with me? Why am I feeling this way?" I asked myself. My hand was squeezing my chest.
It felt terribly painful inside. After seeing such memories, I felt the loneliness that succumbed to me when my mother died. The way I saw her hanging with her blood all over her dress, I couldn't stop shaking my shoulders and cry. It's too painful.
The memories from Demetri's past have shaken my entire system. The loneliness he suffered from is a lot more painful than what I have experienced. I only am 20 years old. But he lived for a thousand years now. He suffered inside those horrible memories for a thousand years yet he is still alive. The only thing that keeps him alive is his resentment of his memories.
I felt stupid. I yelled at him when he was the one t
