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After last night I couldn't believe that we had s*x again. It was so good even though it was uncomfortable at first.

Feeding my son I received a call from him not thinking nothing I answered.

Hearing him and a female argue in the background made me really upset but how could I be mad I was a crackheads daughter who basically gave up her p***y to save her mama's life.

2 p.m

Riding around with Shayla we stopped to Kevin's house. Kevin was Cedric and Mann homeboy. Mann told Shayla to come pick up some money from him ,from there because we wanted to go out for dinner.

Pulling up CJ and Mann was standing against the car shirtless. Not making eye contact with him I could feel him staring at me.

As he came to the car I begin to get nervous. What we had last night was just him being drunk I thought and the issue this morning made that clear.

Opening the back door he spoke. What's up Mona. As he unbuckle our son. Hi CJ I whisper as I looked down at my phone.

Taking our son out the Seatbelt he kisses and hugged him. Closing the back door he walked to his car with our son.

Not thinking anything I continue to play in my phone.

Looking up to see Shayla coming back to the car with Mann behind her I knew it was some drama.

Mo you have to get a ride back with C.J she cried as he grabbed their kids. Oh okay I replied as Cedric is standing to the door with our son. I don't know what just happened but it was serious because he was pushing her against her car now.

Getting out the car as he held our son I grabbed my bag and my son's diaper bag.

Feeling him press up against me I didn't pay it no mind. Walking to his car he was saying something to our son.

Getting in the backseat with our son like always I watched him put our son in his car seat.

Get in the front he instructed , hmm I'm okay back here I told him as he looked at me.

Man get in the front he said again. Not wanting to fight I did as told.

Pulling off he head the direction of his momma house which was on the next street from Kevin. Pulling up to her house she was already out side. Like he had already called her and told her we was coming.

Hey daughter she cooed as she came to my side of the car. Hi Mrs. Bernice I replied back as she hugged me. I told you last night my boy could of stayed you didn't have to come get granny baby she said as she opened his door. She was in love with our son and he loved her cause she spoiled him.

Momma gonna watch Junior tonight. He nonchalantly said as I looked at him. Oh okay I nervously said as I kissed my boy hands. I love you baby I cooed to him.

After leaving his momma house we rode in silence.

Listen Mona I'm sorry about that s**t with Kim this morning. I didn't know she was in my phone . It's okay All she said was true, I understand I told him as I looked out the window.

Arriving at my apartment he actually followed me up stairs. I was a lil scared because I knew he wanted more just by the way he was looking at me. But I didn't want to give him no more because we wasn't together and he made that very clear.

Walking to the kitchen I poured me a cup of orange Juice this might sound weird to some but Orange juice was my favorite and I had to have it every day.

Watching him turn the living room T.V on I was so clueless. Going in my room I took off my clothes, turning the fan on I got in the bed. I was bored so I was gonna to sleep.

Finally entering dream land I felt something cold on my back. Mmh I moan thinking it was just my mind playing games with me.

Feeling the coldest again I turned to see what it was. Meeting eyes with him I was a lil shock, Kissing my lips he massaged my thighs.

Falling for his trick he ended up on me. Grinding in between my legs I could feel his hardness testing my patience.

You want to be my girl? He asked as he kissed my neck. Ummmmm I moan. He had me feeling some type of way. Is that a yes or a no he said as he grab my hands.

Yes Cedric I moaned as he kissed my lips.

Kissing and sucking my lips he put my legs around his waist as he dry f****d me

Get up and take a bath I want to go out to eat he said as he slowly removed himself from my body. He had be feeling some type of way. Looking at him fix his self I got out of bed.

CJ POV

I always had a thing for Mona. She was just young and the way I got her was crazy but it happen. She gave me something that nobody could never take away from me but God. Looking at her coming down the stairs she looked so good. Babe was fine as f**k. Opening the door for her she nervously thank me.

What you want to eat? I asked her as I pulled on to the street. Umm Chinese she quickly replied as she looked at me. Why you seem so nervous? I asked her as she looked at me. I don't know Cedric you never told me you liked me like that or even wanted to be with me.

The way we got our son was a crazy way. I basically got pregnant trying to save my momma because you was finna kill her she said all in one.

Yeah but you remember how I use to flirt and look at you before all that happen. Right? Yeah she said as she looked out the window.

It was f****d up, I shouldn't of did that to you but I'm happy I did. You gave me something special and I love you for that. I admitted as we waited at the stop light.

So why you want to be my boyfriend now? She questioned. Because I want to, you fine,pretty sexy I love you for you and I want to see what we can do. I replied as I squeeze her hand.