CHAPTER 30 THERE WAS A REASON she hadn’t wanted to let anyone here know about the miscarriage. Greg would never understand. He thought that the more you talked about your loss, the faster you could move on. That’s not the way Katrina’s heart or brain were wired. She was introspective, like the Virgin Mary who didn’t go off blabbing to every single shepherd or wise man or prophet but treasured up all these things and stored them in her heart. Katrina was intensely private and had been for her entire life. It made sense after growing up with a mother whose working philosophy was never say anything that might shed suspicion on the family. Might make people doubt that everything was perfect behind the closed doors of their small Bellflower mansion. If you suffered at all, if your mother wa