Weekend came rather quickly with me doing everything I could to keep myself calm and not over think a simple thing as going on my very first date with Carlos. My mom had released my phone like two days ago and I couldn't be any happier. I was finally able to feel whole again if not drunk with happiness. I had just finished from the bathroom and was still nervously pacing around my bedroom with a single towel wrapped around my body with another around my hair that was still dripping wet. Carlos had called me like a minute ago that he was on his way to come pick me. My parent agreed I could go on the date only if I agree to get home early before it late and I couldn't protest on it. I was totally grateful I was even allowed to go out in the first place. Maybe it was because