Master?, Olivia wondered if Xavier was into b**m. It was not the first time the thought crossed into her mind. She had observed his penchant towards dominance in their s****l acts till now. He especially loved to bind her and he seems to be excited whenever she acted docile and obedient in her arms. Olivia was not the one to be servile, but if it was with him she did not mind.
"Are you into b**m?" Locking her eyes with his, Olivia inquired cautiously.
"You will know if we try." was his smug reply.
Olivia rolled her eyes, the fire in her body was completely put off by his words. With a single shove, she pushed him off her body, as if he was nothing but thin air. Deciding to sleep in her room, Olivia got up from the huge king sized bed. Putting on her slippers, she stretched her body and sauntered towards the door. Before she could exit the door, she felt Xavier's strong arm snake around her waist, pulling her back to his chest.
"Where do you think you are going?" Nuzzling against her neck, Xavier murmured.
"Xavier, let go. I'm not in the mood."
"Nope."
Olivia's body stiffened at his refusal. Fear enveloped her body as the nightmares of her past assaulted her mind. Soon, the fear triggered her self-defense instincts. Bringing her hand to his which was lying on her stomach, Olivia tightened her hold on his wrist. Just when she was thinking to snap his hand, she heard Xavier breath against her ear.
"Relax baby, we did not finish what we started. How about we continue?" Xavier stated his desires, completely unaware of the dark thoughts of Olivia.
Xavier's gentle voice snapped Olivia from her inner demons. She blinked her eyes rapidly and let go of his wrist, her heart beating rapidly as she calmed down.
"Xavier, I am not in the mood. Let go!" Taking in a deep breath, Olivia snapped. She was really not sure what she would do to him if she stayed any longer in the room. She had a dark side to her and she did not want to harm Xavier due to her unstable mind.
"I will give you twenty seconds to leave me, if not be prepared to face the consequences." Olivia warned in a dangerous tone.
"One. Two. Three..." she began counting.
Xavier clearly paid no heed to her warning as his hands began to fondle her. He was still clouded in his desire.
Ignoring his wild paws, Olivia continued counting. When the count reached twenty, she grabbed his arm which was kneading her breast and locked his leg with hers, using a tiny amount of her strength, she knocked him to ground using the grappling technique.
Thud!
Xavier had a blank expression on his face, it seemed as if he was not able to believe what had just transpired.
Just when he was beginning to recover from the daze, he heard Olivia speak in his ears "When I say No, it means No. I willingly give myself but I hate to be forced. This is my first and final warning. Next time, don't blame me for your broken bones."
"H-how did you manage to push me off?" Xavier stuttered, for he found it incredulous that the slim woman could easily throw a fully developed man like him, with practiced ease. He worked tirelessly in the gym, and he was proud of his toned and muscular body. Towering at six inches and four foot height, he painted a rather frightening image, that even the burliest men cower away from him. But, this woman tackled him as if he was a potato sack.
"Xavier baby, I was a military woman, before a businesswoman."
Completely ignoring the shell shocked man sitting on the ground before her, Olivia adjusted her shirt and left the room.
A military woman! So, she served in military before entering the business world.
Damn! That makes her even more sexy!
Pushing the perverted thoughts to the back of his mind, Xavier contemplated over her words. He need to be patient with her and she would leave him if he forced her. He was used to his dominant nature and all the women who he f****d where more than willing to surrender to him and his charms.
But, he understood that this particular military woman was different. She surrenders herself if she wants to and maintains her proud back straight if she hates something.
For the first time, Xavier is not angry when a woman refused and manhandled him. She was able to stand up for herself and he was liking this trait of hers even more.
Fine! He would stop when she says no. He would control his beast at that time.
She was not a w***e, but his s*x buddy and he decided to respect her wishes.
Though it was completely against his personality, Xavier felt that it was worth it.
But, her personality made him want to conquer her completely and Xavier decided that he would dominate this Iron Lady completely.
Since, she hated being forced he would follow her wishes and be the gentleman she wanted him to be.
Well, he was not going to force her but he would make her willingly surrender to him.
What fun was there in forcing a woman, all the thrill lies in conquering a stubborn woman!
Didn't she say that he could pleasure her in any way he wished?
He was going to make her regret her words.
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The steam created a hazy halo on the glass walls, the droplets of warm water slid down Olivia's firm body as she stood naked under the shower. While the warm water caressed her body, she stared at the glass walls blankly- a clear indication that her mind was elsewhere.
Am I too harsh towards him?, she thought before shaking her head.
You have every right to say NO! , her prideful self admonished her weak self.
Then what about you beating him up? her mind chastised her.
No, it was only because he refused to listen to her that she had to resort to physical measures to restrain him. Calming her mind down, she began to fill the tub with bath salts.
Yes, she loved Xavier's touch, but she hated being forced even though by a little degree. He was not her lover and she was not his, so, she had no need to surrender to him. All she wanted was mutual respect and she would cancel the contract if he goes beyond her comfort zone.
Oh! But, how she loved his touch...
She wished that Xavier would understand where she is coming from and would not force her.
It had taken many years to get over her past, and she did not wish to remember the sad memories.
She really did not wish to reopen the wounds left by her sadistic ex-boyfriend.
Even till today, she was suffering from nightmares because of him. She thought that she overcame her fears but today's events served as a premonition to her- that she was not completely alright.
"May be, it's time I start taking my medicines again." Leaning against the tub, Olivia thought aloud.