Ivanna
I don't talk to him, I don't argue with him, I don't even expect anything from him. The moment he broke the second clause of the contract, I lost all the expectations. That agreement means nothing to him, nor my decisions.
I have stopped going to campus since I'm sure I can never complete my PhD here. Instead, I'm looking for work now. As soon as possible, I badly need a job so that I can start working and pay back his debt and get rid of this marriage.
Days keep passing as I keep my attempts to fund a high paying job since the amount of the debt can be huge. I don't even know how much my father owes him, nor do I want to talk to Christian about it.
I haven't talked to him since that night. Every night I sleep on the couch and end up in bed in the morning. Still, I keep sleepin
