**Aspyn** I wish I at least had Bella, then she could tell me what to do. It seems like she isn't scared of anything, at least from what I saw that night with Chloe. I don't really know much about anything due to being sheltered. I've never even seen a wolf shift. I was never taught about mate bonds. Who am I kidding? My mate probably gave up looking for me anyway. I was curled up in my bed when my mind drifted to the dream I had about the moon goddess and my wolf. I wonder if she's ever going to visit me again. I could at least use some reassurance that Bella is getting stronger. She said that I was special, which is really hard to believe, but I guess she is the moon goddess, so I have no room to question it. In that dream, was the last time I saw Bella. Its good to know the moon godd