Too good to love

Artemisia

I had a new car brought so Tyson could use . He's my son's best friend and .... never mind so I should take care of him l

I went to play some pool am barely even good at it however many times Damien and Knight taught me .

"Hey "Tyson said as he walked in .

"Hey Tyson” I said as I aimed a shot .

He watched me play , he looked amazing in a grey shirt and some sweats.

I aimed so poorly I didn't even shoot a single ball into the hole.

"Here let me try “he said .

He took a stick and bent down aimed and bingo five of the balls went in two remained , he aimed at one and it knocked the other , I loved how he played .... but honestly I was just busy staring at how his muscles flexed as he took , the man has a body of a machine , fit and perfect .

"I am so poor at pool , Knight laughs at me all the time.” I said .

"Let me teach you ."he said .

He came and stood behind me , I could smell his fresh spicy cologne. Its a very rare kind I know it because Damien had a similar type but anyway time flies things change , it could be possible they may be making more.

I held the stick on my hands ... don’t go there , and bent over .

His hands were on mine .

"I need you to focus on the prize “he said softly .

I aimed and gently he guided my arms to take a shot I felt something hard poke my ass...wait is he having a boner?

It excites me to know a man is excited for me its been years since I had some good ...

"Shoot "he said softly I shot and yes ! Six balls went in the hole .

"You are an excellent student ."he said .

"Oh ! My thank you ."I said .

I wanted to try again .

"Lets do it again "I said .

He set the balls in order .

"Let me watch you from this end "he said standing facing me from the other end of the table .

I aimed and shot just like how he taught me and I did it the balls went in except one .

I looked up coming face to face with his eyes ... his gorgeous gray eyes .

Making me recall that moment back when I was in this very room trying to play pool .

Damien stood behind me to teach me how to play I couldn't get it but he got turned on ... so did I .

He gently massaged my back as I bent over , and pulled up my dress . I never wore any panties infact I never owned any , he liked me ready .

"Aim for the prize darling "he said . I aimed and he penetrated me .

"Now shoot "he said . I Shot so poorly because his d**k was making me powerless . We never finished the lesson as most times we ended up f*****g . I guess that's why I never knew how to play pool so well.

"Mrs. Hunter "came Tyson's voice bringing me back to reality .

"Yes Tyson.” I said .

"You did a great job ."he said . I blushed ... I blushed !

"Thank you "I said . He walked over to where I stood and stopped and inch from me .

He stroked my hair .

"Do you have any idea how beautiful you are “he said .I didn't know what to say , this man is beyond what I imagined he would grow up to be . As a kid he was the quiet one I was so surprised he knocked some jerk's teeth out for bullying my son , he didn’t look like he could hurt a fly.

His hands were holding my waist drawing me closer to him feeling his Hardon poke my tummy , has amazingly tall and fit , a perfect match.

He looked at my lips then back at my eyes .

My chest was on his .

"Your heart is beating so fast ... am I making you nervous ."he said .

" could be that I don't often do this "I said I also have no idea what I just said .

"Are you seeing someone? “he asked .

I was not expecting that question especially from him .

"Uh.. no "I said .

"Why is that? “he asked .

"I haven't had time , my focus has been on the business and my son ."I said .

" is it because of him? “he asked looking at Damien's portrait.

"You feel being with someone else would betray him? “he asked .

Maybe .

"I guess so ."I said .

"I think he would want you to move on and be happy. “he said . I am so loyal to Damien that I felt it would be betrayal being with another man.

"What about you , are you seeing someone ?"I asked .

He looked aside then looked down at me .

"Yes , we are expecting a baby “he said.

A part of me was shattered like a whole part of me to learn he's dating someone . I moved slightly away increasing the gap between us . I had to keep myself composed he's younger than I , I watched him grow , I kissed him goodnight , washed him and Knight . I held their hands . He's now a man and I feel so different around him , its like I am meeting my crush for the first time . Back when he was a kid I used to crush on his pops , he's very good looking , too bad he was gay it was just s simple crush nothing personal .

"Am really happy for you Tyson , you will make the best father "I said half of that statement was a lie , I wasn't happy for real , but I think he will make an awesome dad.

"Thank you Mrs. Hunter "he said . I hope my face doesn’t make it so obvious that am a little jealous .

"I need to sort out some documents , will see you around . "I said .

I turned around to walk away when suddenly he pulled me back to him by my hand .

I landed on his firm body he held my waist . My body was touching his .

He looked down at me.

His gray eyes once again swallowing my soul with desire.

"You are lying to me Artemisia "he said , he called me by my name not something often from him .

"What do you mean” I asked .

"You are not happy for me . I saw how disappointed you looked when I told you am seeing someone else. "He said .

I had to be honest and get this over with , him holding me is giving me a tone of memories about Damien ,now isn't the best time to fantasize my late husband I may get carried away and end up kissing him ... last time I fantasized my husband I nearly French kissed my son , I feel so embarrassed thinking about it.

It was on valentines , Knight wanted to do something special for me , he had come back home for a short school break on his final year. He planned a very romantic dinner , he said since he was the only man in my life he would do something special . The dinner was great and we danced. He wore his father's wedding suit as we danced I got so carried away thinking about the moments I had with Damien , that I kissed him then broke off from the kiss and took a step away ,thinking did I just deep kiss my son . He wasn't shocked , he held me and embraced me with a hug, I sobbed , it hurt so much to face the reality that he wasn't ever coming back my husband was long gone.

" yes I am not happy , I think you deserve better "I said .

I know his girlfriend, a young blonde girl with an overly bubbly personality , didn't she sleep with her cousin's best friend what was his name Lukas? How may I have known all this ?well lets just say my son isn't her biggest fan . I don't know if he told me so I could stop Tyson from dating her or if he just wanted me to make her disappear.

"Like who? ‘Tyson said.

"You know yourself better than I do , be happy go for what will be your perfect match” I said .

"Like you "he said . I was taken by surprise .

I didn't say a word .

"Tell me Artemisia , "he said softly .

"Mom ! Tyson ! Am home !"came Knight's loudest voice .

"We will continue with this " Tyson said .

I walked out of the door as he followed behind me.

He had a guest , his boyfriend.

He looked cute in person but the cutest man was the one standing next to me waiting for my answer , my son's best friend .

We sat at my back yard near the pool area, Knight told me about Marcos but I could see Tyson looking at me .

They seem so in love , I just hope he's not here to use my son as a protective lioness I won't hesitate to milk the life out of him no one can ever hurt my baby .

In the mean time while he's here I won't bring more toys to play with in short I won't kill any bastard target I have . I will keep my hands clean , I wouldn't want to scare Marcos away . Knight has seen me kill a couple of times he has never been scared or afraid , has pretty much used to , but what he feared was who did the killing , he feared the bloody Mary side of me . Whenever I killed someone brutally I wore a robe to match the occasion . The bloody Mary outfit was the scariest of all because it signified how horrific I would kill and how bloody messy it would get , that’s how it got the name Bloody Mary as I would kill without mercy . Its a Victorian Era black gown with a red cape with a head crown on my head . Even my son feared it ,I kept it hidden far in a glass enclosed closet .