Too good to love

Artemisia

After every kill I take my time to meditate while naked Damien used to say it was a refreshing moment I would stare at the stars and adore their shine . I took my night robe and wore it as I went to close the door.

His eyes couldn't leave my mind , something about the way he looks at me just feels so dominating and wanting , just how I like it.

I entered my bed ,since its not a good idea to fantasize my son's best friend .

I heard a knock on my door.

"Come in "I said .

Knight walked in and closed the door behind him .

"Mom can I talk to you "he said .

"Sure" I said.

He walked over to my huge king-size bed and came and sat next to me .

I held him , its just amazing how fast he grew , it was just yesterday I was breastfeeding him as he looked up at me . A lot of you are wondering if I love my son so much then why did I skip his graduation . Knight likes a private life , I hate that I sometimes ...(a lot of times) draw a lot of attention , that was his special moment and I didn't want to ruin it for him but I gifted him a Ferrari , midnight matte black just as he always loved it, Fero my right-hand man went in my place. Someone my son can feel comfortable since Fero doesn't draw a lot of attention as I do.

I laid my head on his masculine chest hearing his thudding heartbeat

He stroked my hair.

He reminded me so much of his father , he would always stroke my hair softly and tenderly whenever I had sleepless nights or nightmares.

With my son I could tell he wants to tell me something urgent that's maybe eating him up.

"Mom do you love me? “he asked what kind of question is that?

"You know my answer honey , I love you so much "I said .

"Would you ever hate me if I told you something? “he asked.

"No I would never "I said .

"Promise “he said .

"I promise , please tell me what is eating you up sweetie.” I said .

He took a deep breath .

"Mom... am gay. “he said .

I wasn't so surprised I mean ,if he likes other men its okay , he's a man he can make his own decisions.

I sat up to look at him and gave him a hug .

"You should never be scared to tell me anything , I don't mind if you like other men , it's your choice and I will always be here to support you but keep in mind I am your number one girlfriend "I said , he smiled and kissed my temple .

"I love you mom , you are the best person in my life "he said .

"So tell me who's the lucky guy... is it Tyson " I said . Don't tell me Tyson is gay too I would be devastated .

"No mom , Tyson is straight . My guy is called Marcos we met in Harvard. “he said .

Phew!

He took out his phone and showed me a couple of Marcos's pictures he's handsome though a little shorter from my son

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"I would love to meet the man that is taking your heart ,someday maybe a dinner date or a brunch ?"I said .

"When he comes to town I will bring him over "he said .

"But if he ever breaks your heart just know I bought some chainsaws wouldn't mind taking them for a spin” I said .

"No mom , he seems nice , you will definitely love him. And no chainsaws . "He said we both laughed.

"So what about you , don't you ever want to meet someone ?"he asked.

"I do but I just can't have that time for relationships and all . Am busy with work , the businesses maybe my priorities are more on getting that dime "I said .

"I hope you someday meet the one , dad is gone I just think he would be happy if you moved on and lived happily . But if anyone breaks your heart mom I will probably take the chainsaws for a spin "he said we both laughed .

We just sat and looked at the wall , the portrait of my husband . I miss him so much . A night like now he would be lying on top of me caressing me and telling me how much he loves me as he makes love to me .

"Honey did you know that this is the bed your father used to make love to me in , we made you on this bed . I also remember the style he did it ."I said .

"Okay am off to sleep . "He said getting up , I giggled .

"Goodnight honey "I said .

"Goodnight mom "he said

I walked downstairs in my nightdress it was 3am I was so thirsty . I went to the fridge to take some cold water . I turned to walk to the kitchen counter to place the glass I gasped and dropped the glass . Tyson stood a few steps from me , he was shirtless in some sweatpants .

Remember when I said this guy has a body of a god , I meant it .

He was well built, masculine , well arranged eight packs , several tattoos on his chest and some clearly visible birth marks ..am a mom I know a birth mark when I see it . He had an amazing body . His eyes moved from my legs , to my thighs ,to my hips , to my chest then settled at my face.

"Am so sorry I didn't mean to startle you "he said . He had a deep English accent .

"I .. uh came for a glass of water was really thirsty” I said .

"I also came too. “he said.

He looked down at the broken glass pieces. I carefully went to get a broom, and a bag to sweep off the pieces I may have housekeepers and cleaners but care about them too I wouldn't want someone step on the shattered glasses .

As I knelt to sweep his hand caught my wrist , sending an electrifying feeling all over my body.

"Let me do it "he said , I stepped aside and let him sweep the glass pieces away and pour them into the trash .

He washed his hands as I went to wash mine next to him I noticed I was bleeding a piece had cut me maybe while I was sweeping .

He saw my blood drip on the sink , just some few drops . It was my ring finger, it had a small cut .

I let running water pour on it but it didn't stop the small bleeding . I wiped with a towel .

On looking up I came face to face with his gaze.

It's been so long since a man looked into my eyes , most men don't even look at me , in this kind of lifestyle you can't look into the most dangerous man's wife's eyes the only time you did was when you were breathing your last.

"Is it okay “he asked softly .

"Yes , thank you "I said .

We were looking at each other , why am I suddenly feeling this weird feeling that seems to thrill and excite me . I have known Tyson since he was a kid but now has a man it just feels ... different.

"I will head to sleep ."I said .

"Great idea, me too "he said .

We walked upstairs , I felt so nervous as he walked behind me.

I could feel him staring at my body. What if am not attractive or sexy ?

We stopped at our doors.

"Sleep tight Mrs. Hunter "he said .

"Sleep well too.” I said .

Taking me by surprise he pecked my cheek and walked into his room .

The kiss on my cheek felt so ... familiar , good .. oh ! My what is happening to me. I miss my husband maybe am acting up especially that his death anniversary is coming up. His kiss felt like a mark even though its not seen I felt it like it was a large kiss mark on my cheek .

I went back to bed I wish Damien was here.

I fell asleep .

I looked into Damien's gray eyes , I was so scared even though I agreed to submitting to him .

"You don’t have to be afraid , I will be very gentle just trust me darling "he said .

I had to trust him and believe him even when I was scared to .

He held my hands and kissed me in one stroke he was inside me I cried out in his mouth, it hurt , losing my virginity hurt .

Tears welled on my eyes .

"Hush my baby , its okay "he said gently he began to stroke and the pain faded away .

He made love to me so tenderly . He made me his . This wasn’t a dream . It was a memory planted inside me .

I was in my study going through some of the jewelry designs. I saw my car keys I took the Audi keys . I knocked on his door.

"Come in “he said .

I went in , he was so smart, he was in a dark black suit with no tie getting ready to head to work.

"I brought you this ... for your ride and if you need a driver I can ask Ryan to take you wherever you want.” I said .

He took the car keys our fingers touched .

"Thank you Mrs. Hunter. “he said .

I turned to leave.

"Mrs. Hunter "he said I turned around .

"Yes ,"I replied .

"I have a gift for you . "He said . He took a necklace from his pocket .

"I know its not much but I thought you might like it ."he said .

It was a beautiful silver chain .

"Thank you , I appreciate it ."I said .

I turned around and lifted up my hair so he could put the chain on me . I felt his hard body behind me then drew the necklace on my neck

Suddenly I felt something soft and warm like lips and a tongue .The zipper of my dress went lower , he was undressing me as he kissed my neck .

"You taste so good "he said .

He kissed me so good .

He pulled me closer to him , I felt his Hardon .

I turned to look at him his mouth landed on mine kissing me , licking and fondling my tongue as his hands touched me . I wanted him so much . He parted from the kiss then drew back in to kiss me , he shifted to my neck he carried me and placed me on his bed.

He laid on top of me as we kissed , I held him , not wanting him to go.

He drew from the kiss and instead it was Damien staring back at me .

"I love you so much , I always love you , my baby . "He said and kissed me.

My eyes opened and I realized it was all a dream , daylight had set in I looked at my ring finger and saw the glass cut and knew the glass cut wasn’t a dream .

Everyone says dreams feel real but they are just in our minds but trust me when I say the kiss felt so real its like it actually happened or has happened . My window is open , a soft gentle wind blows in . Birds chirping to welcome the day , I felt sad it was all a dream . Time to get back to reality .