As I waited in the VIP waiting room of Jackson Memorial Hospital, my heart was pounding, heat engulfed my entire body that for once I feared I was having fever. My head began to pain, the headache was getting serious to the point I felt I would drop to the ground in dizziness. No one stood my me in this, I alone. For love's sake, I would go to the trenches for Ursula just to make sure that he's fine. The attendants and two doctors assigned to treat Ursula gave me special treats but I just wanted to be left alone, I didn't want anyone to bother me with lots of attention. I dismissed them claiming that I wanted to be alone, they wouldn't refuse. When they left, I sat staring into space on the soft luxurious executive chair. The impact of the white-painted room soothes my countenance as I'm