Me my son and I(BOOK TWO)

Chapter Three

Mom and I got back to the house at around eight pm so it was time to pick up Mason. I dropped off my mother and drove to the Blood Moon Pack house. The lights were on and people mingled outside still while parents rounded up their pups for bedtime. I parked and walked past smiling at the cute little pups, I got through the door and heard yelling and crying. I growled knowing that cry was Mason. I bolted upstairs to Adam's office, I went to open the door but it was locked I growled and banged on the door. "Open the door Adam!" I yelled but the yelling on the other side carried on.

 I stepped back before running and kicking the door down I was furious. Adam knelt on the ground with Mason in his arms that sniffled and held on to Adam tightly. His parents stood beside Adam, his mother crying while his father comforted her. I knelt in front of Adam who was also crying. Mason looked at me and held out his arms, I took him and cupped his face. He started to cry so I held him closer. "Shh son I'm here, mummy's here now you're okay, mama will take care of you", I soothed as I stood up.

Adam held his head in his hands it hurt me so much to see this. I needed to do something to help him for Mason's sake, I wanted him to be in Mason's life sober not drunk. I gave Mason to Scott and told them to take him for a bit longer while I sort Adam out. I went over to Adam and knelt down. "Adam", I said gently.

He didn't look up at me, his face still hidden in his hands. He smelt of alcohol and had dirt in his hair and on his body. "Come on, let's get you cleaned up", I soothed as I stood and helped him up.

 Putting his arm over my shoulders we walked to his room. The room was a mess, clothes and papers everywhere with the bed still unmade. "Okay sit down I'll be back”, I said going to his bathroom and turning on the shower.

I walked back and helped Adam up and walk to the bathroom. "Get washed and I'll be here when you're done, Oh and brush your teeth", I added closing the door and walking to his closet which, surprise surprise was a mess. "Okay, lets clean up", I said to myself as I started sorting his clothes on the ground.

 I folded the clean ones and threw the dirty ones in the washing basket. Being a wolf helped with that. I placed the folded ones neatly in his closet and began sorting out the clothes on hangers; I mind linked the housekeeper to take the clothes and wash them. Once his closet was clean and tidy I picked up papers and I couldn't help reading over them. I was shocked at what I read. Letters from Pack allies and non-allied Packs. They were informing us of a meeting being held in Rome in a week's time to sort out the Rouges and allied Packs. I realised that Adam had been in the shower for almost an hour while he was drunk… Bad idea. I dropped the papers and ran into the bathroom to see him on the ground in the shower not moving, I hurried to him and held his head. "Adam! Adam look at me, open your eyes!", I said raised my voice scared.

 I heard him mumble and felt him wrap his arms around me, I sighed and brushed the hair out of his face. I washed him quickly and turned the shower off. I shook him and picked him up wrapping a warm fluffy towel around him. I walked him to his bed and sat him down and I grabbed a pair of sweats and a singlet for him to wear. "Let's get you dressed", I mumbled as he stood up.

 I dried his body and hair while he just watched me and smiled. "I love how you take care of me", he stated as he wrapped his arms around my waist, but I take them away. "I'm doing this for Mason", I said continuing to help him get dressed and brushing his hair.

 He dropped his head.

"Let's get you to bed", I gently said as I pulled down the covers and laid him down. I pulled the covers back up, I stood up and picked up the papers. "Why haven't you responded to any of these? They are important Adam, Have you done any Pack work?”, I asked.  

Adam just laughed and shook his head. "This isn't funny", I told him sternly, turning to face him. "There are four of you", he laughed. "You're intoxicated", I grabbed the water bottle from the bedside table and handed it to him. "Drink", I demanded he just shook his head. "You drink." He retorted smirking. "Adam don't be difficult and drink the water", He drank three gulps before giving it back, so I set it back on the table. "I'm going to take these home and any other work. I'll see you tomorrow and you better be sober", I said before standing up but he grabbed my arm. "I am your home", he said looking at me in the eyes and I looked at him. "You were", I declared as I took his hand off and walked to the door.

 "I'll see you tomorrow. Get some sleep", I recommended as I walked out closing the door. I walked to his office and saw his Beta, I asked him for all the Pack work and he gave me three folders full of documents. I thanked him and walked downstairs to find Mason, they were sitting on the couch all three of them asleep. It was so cute I couldn't resist taking a photo, Scott woke up and smiled at me. "You heading off?" he asked I nodded and he picked up Mason seeing I had folders in my hands. We walked out to the car. "How is he?" Scott asked quietly. "He should be sleeping now”, I said as we got to the car. "He's hurting and that make us hurt, I know it hurts you too", he said as he buckled Mason into his car seat.

 "Do you think you'll forgive him?" Scott asked and I sighed. "I don't know. A part of me thinks I should let him suffer but the other thinks I should give him a break… But I can't. I will never stop loving him; he's my soul mate and my baby's father. He does a good job being a father except for the last couple of days but I know that as long as Alice and that baby are alive I can never forgive him", I concluded placing the folders in the car. Scott nods and smiles before giving me a hug. "You swinging by tomorrow?", He asked and I nodded. "I need to sort out some stuff for the Packs and then I need to book flights and clean the office. So Mason's yours", I replied smiling. "Okay, I'll let you go", he said as I got in my car. "See you tomorrow", I waved goodbye and drove off. It will never be the same. I love Adam but we could never be a family again as long as she's still breathing.