Hidden From The Alpha

Chapter 38

Amaia pov

I wasn’t taken back to the room I was then taken to the dungeon, I didn’t know why I was brought in there but I didn’t say anything as they dragged me in there or questioned what they were gonna do to me in there. I let them do whatever they had to, I didn’t know where they took Mark either or what happened to Louis. We’ve left them behind with the Alpha, but I saw them destroying the house we lived in.

It was all my fault. I brought the disaster upon them, if I hadn’t gone to them this won’t have happened. I was the reason they were suffering now. I always bring trouble to those who cared about me.

Same with father.

He got killed because of me, now Louis and Mark.

Truly I was cursed.

They chained my hands to the wall, and I was in the middle. Creamy was outside of the dungeon and he was staring at me through the iron bars. Two of the warriors came into the dungeon with whips and the ones who chained me, walked out. One of the returned with a bucket of water that was splashed on my body. I felt shivers as they ran through my body.

And I felt the stroke on my body, I had to process what was happening to me. I was whiplashed by them. I groaned each time the whips come in contact with my body.

They hit me from both sides. I couldn’t count how many times I was hit.

My back, shoulders, arm, and practically everywhere.

I fell to my knees as it keep on coming. They had taken off my hoodie after I tried to fight against them but I couldn’t do much because of the chains that were holding me. I was left with the black shirt, and I was grateful it was black, they won’t get to see the scars they were giving me or how to hurt I was.

Then Creamy back was against me. I think he couldn’t bear to hear my painful scream, that didn’t stop the strokes. My body was completely sore and I was shivering.

If I could say, it was more than a hundred strokes. I took them all without a complaint or begging them to stop, I let them be and do whatever they want to. All I did was groan in pain.

“Enough!”

They stopped at once and their neck went down as they bow. Before I could lift my head. I didn’t see anyone there. He was gone, it was the alpha’s voice. He came here, how long did he stay and watch me get beaten. I couldn’t close my mouth because of the pain, so I let it open gasping for breath.

They unchained me. And left me there, I thought they would take me out but guess I was wrong. I sat down, tired and weak.

I hope Mark wasn’t beaten like me, he won’t be able to take the pain. He might pass out or worse.

“Are you okay?”

What kind of a fool was that? Do I look okay, I was f*****g bleeding, I had a nosebleed too, it was the first time I was having it.

I looked up to stare at the fool and my tongue got stuck in.

It was the Alpha.

“You look okay, you need more stroke? How about two more.”

I glare at him. Was this a payback for hurting him? He squat and held my chin. I stare directly into his eyes, he let go of y chin immediately, his eyes were saying something than exactly what he was saying now, in those eyes were a lot of emotions I wasn’t good with emotions so I don’t know what it was, I only know when someone is angry and when they’re happy.

Others I couldn’t decipher.

His eyes held sadness in them but he sounded different from that.

Seeing he had given himself away. He walked further away from me and turned his back against me. I didn’t even know when he got into the dungeon to meet me.

“Is Mark fine?”

“Are you worried about that right now? Do you know what would have happened to you?”

That was all he said before he left. He didn’t stay long and I wondered why I had come here in the first place. He shouldn’t have if he didn’t have anything to say to me.

He left Creamy behind. He was always the one to clean up the mess the crackhead alpha do make.

He walked to me, there were keys in his hands, Seems he was gonna lock me in here. What did I expect, I deserved it anyway.

“You shouldn’t hate him, he’s doing his best for you.”

How do you call this best, I was beaten, over a hundred strokes! I bled all over, my hands were quivering. My body aches. He was doing his best!

Ugh!

“Don’t forget what you did, he stabbed him, almost killed him, and he was unconscious for three days. And what do you think the pack members would do if they had found out someone tried to kill their alpha. They would burn you alive. The few who knew was the one who came to get you. Won’t it be suspicious if he lets you go without doing anything to you after you tried to kill him?”

It hurts that he was right, I do deserve more than this. Now I understand why I was been beaten. I did try to kill him, and he couldn’t just let me off without punishment.

“.. even at that. He was worried you won’t be able to hear all the pains. He made it easier, to have you locked up in there for some days. And he came in here to stop them, they were supposed to flog till evening. It was just two hours and he was here already. Crazy isn’t it? Why would he be nice to someone who isn’t even worth it? I hated you so much after what you did and I still do, I was getting to try to understand you and probably like you. But I don’t think I can ever trust someone like you. Who’s a threat to the Alpha. I would kill you first if you ever try to hurt him again.”

“I’m sorry.”

“You can keep that for the alpha. He’s the one you hurt the most.”

For the first time in my life, I felt vulnerable. I bite my lips as the tears dropped off my face, even when I was being stroked I didn’t let a tear out but now I did. The second time I was crying. The first was watching father being attacked by those wolves and then gave up in my hands. And the first time I said the word sorry. I had never said it to anyone. Not even to father.

But now I did, because I felt awful.

“It’s hurts seeing laying there for days. You didn’t know how horrible I felt. That something might wrong. when he woke up. Guess who was the first person he asked of. You silly. You’re just so clueless.”

I keep biting my bottom lips and I was sure I hurt myself because i tasted blood.

“This is your punishment..”

Then he walked away and locked me in the dungeon.

I buried my hands in my face and cried. I wanted to die, maybe that would be better for everyone. I shouldn’t have been born if this was how I was gonna live.

I didn’t know if I could stay without hurting him again. I wasn’t normal.

It’s hurts so much.

I hits my chest as I cried.

Nobody understands me, nobody knows what I was going through, I was already seen as a bad girl I was already the killer wolf.

Only father had understood.

If he had been here. I won’t be so scared right now, because I was always scared of each moment that pass of what I would do.

Would I be able to break free from the curse?