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Haven
You know what I never got? I never understood how someone could just keep going after they f****d up so badly that not only they knew what they’d done wrong but the entire freaking universe they lived in knew it, too.
Like now, for instance. I didn’t want to be here, exposing my stupidity to these four amazing women I’d grown up admiring and wishing I could be like. I didn’t want them to see how awful I was at picking guys. Heck, I wanted to call it quits on this whole being alive business altogether. Because I failed at living.
Like hard-core failure.
That’s honestly how it felt at the moment, that nothing I’d ever tried in my entire life had been worth the effort. I had to be the most clueless i***t on the planet for not realizing what Topher had been doing throughout our e
