Managing Mr. White (Completed!)

Chapter 8 - I Love You

Ellie’s POV

Dinner was romantic and beautiful. Theo made sure I had my favorite dried aged steak with rosemary and champagne. Although I wasn’t legally allowed to drink, grandpa always suggested that I practice holding my liquor and drinking because in the future when I take over the business I’d have to attend functions and I can’t risk getting drunk over a glass of wine in those events you know? Theo also made sure to have a live band play for us while we had dinner. 

As the band played ‘Young and In Love’ by Ingrid Michaelson, I got up from my seat and took Theo’s hands in mine to dance. 

I sang along as my favorite part of the song came, 

Explosions in the sky, I see colors fly

It's like the Fourth of July in your eyes (eyes)

Old enough, old enough, old enough to know that

We are young in love, young in love, young and in love

You and me, we can see, time will stand still

If we stay young in love, young in love, young and in love

I sang as Theo watched me smiling and twirling me around swaying with me. God I wished moments like this last forever. 

After dinner we took a stroll by the beach running my feet in the water while my left hand held Theo’s hand as our fingers intertwined and my right hand holding my wedges. Theo offered to hold them but I wanted to hold it myself, I wasn’t handicapped after all. As we were playing with the water kicking and splashing each other I heard someone call out to Theo.

“Theo White?” I heard a feminine voice call out before us. She had brown hair and was long like mine, she was around my height and had curves in all the right places plus her beautiful white and bright smile. 

“It is you Theo!” She smiled and ran up to Theo jumping on him and giving him a huge hug, one too close for my comfort and I stood there visibly upset. 

“Kiara, what are you doing in Bali?” He smiled, helping her down as she stole a quick kiss on his lips. This woman just kissed my man in front of me and not only did he not push her away he was waiting for her to answer his question? What the hell is going on? Now I’m fuming in anger. 

“Who is she?” I irritably said between my teeth trying to smile but we all know it ain’t happening.  

“She’s a friend” Theo replied while trying to grab my hand but I took a step away.

“A Friend?!” I raised my voice clearly upset with the kiss and the fact that she still had her arm around him and he didn’t once push her away. 

“Girlfriend” the brunette girl replied and I lost it. Girlfriend?! Wasn’t I his girlfriend? Is he two-timing? Oh my god I cannot. 

“What?” I couldn’t even wait for his reply before I ran off. I couldn’t stand there any longer. I heard him calling after me but he clearly didn’t chase after me. I guess she was his girlfriend then because he obviously isn’t chasing me. I returned to our room and shut myself in the bathroom crying. I can’t believe the man I loved all this time and gave my virginity to is two-timing me. Was this why he was so reluctant to tell grandpa about us? Because there wouldn’t be an us in the future? 

Knock. I heard him lightly tap the door before trying to enter but thankfully I locked the doors. 

“Ellie, can we talk please?” He grunted against the door upset that it’s locked.

 “Go to your girlfriend” I yelled while sobbing in between words.

“I’m trying to but she locked me out. Can you please open the door?” 

“No, I don’t want to see you, you cheater! How can you? I gave you everything!” I screamed and threw a towel at the door hearing a huge thud as it landed on the floor. 

“She’s not my girlfriend, not anymore. It was in the past but that was months ago. I’m sorry I didn’t react properly when she jumped on me and kissed me and that I didn’t shove her away…” he sighed as I heard him slump down on the floor against the door.

“Then why did she claim to be your girlfriend? Clearly she still believes you two are together.” 

“I guess I didn’t do a good job breaking it off with her. I didn’t care about her and I still don’t. She was just a pastime baby, I swear.” 

“Theo, you’ve clearly had a lot more experience than I do in this. I’m nervous all the time and worried that one day you may just leave me because I’m not good enough, not mature enough, not beautiful enough, not smart enough for you. You have no idea how hard it is to walk next to you when girls everywhere are undressing you with their eyes as you simply breathe. Theo, I swear, if you cheat on me or lie to me I’ll die right here and right now.” I said sobbing through the doors when I suddenly heard a loud boom and found him standing in front of me with the doors to our bathroom now broken. 

“Ellie. I will NEVER cheat on you. I swear on my life I will NEVER do that to you.” Theo said while grabbing my face into his large palms. His face was blurry as tears were still flowing out of my eyes. 

“I swear to you that I loved and love only you and nobody else. Kiara was nothing to me, she was only there for physical pleasure because I couldn’t bear being away from you these years. I swear none of them ever meant anything to me. Please baby, please believe me. I love you.” He begged and pulled me into his arms. I didn’t struggle against his strength because I needed him and his comforting warmth. Last time I cried this much was when I lost my parents, even though I was young at the age of only 3, losing my parents the way I did takes a toll on me mentally and I recalled every last bit of the moment till this day which is why thundering nights always shook me up in ways it shouldn’t. 

“Theo, why was she here?” I sobbed while rubbing my face into his warm chest. I can feel his hand rubbing circles on my back calming me down bits by bits, it’s like he has this ability to just cast a spell on me with just his touch. 

“She was here on vacation with her boyfriend. She only introduced herself as my girlfriend because I left her without saying much and giving her a reason, her way to get back at me because she recognized who you were.” He sighed and buried his head in the crook of my neck. 

“Recognized me?” 

“Yeah, have you never seen my phone?” He said scooping me up in his arms and placing me on the bed while taking his phone out of his pocket and wrapping me in his arms with him behind me. 

“Here look.” He said unlocking his phone, I looked down and didn't know what to say. 

“That’s…” 

“Yeah, you, your sweet 16th birthday that I missed two years ago. I didn’t contact you because I know I couldn’t keep away if I did and so I had mom secretly take photos of you and send them to me to keep me sane.” He then hid his embarrassed face into my hair.

“So she...?”

“Yeah she knows about you from that photo so she took this as an opportunity for revenge for me dumping her even though she knew it was nothing and I was purely with her because she resembled you a little bit while at Cambridge. But she just wasn’t you, and nobody can take your place ever.” He said snuggling me closer to him. I had no idea how obsessed he was with me, I thought it was only me these years who was in love with Theo but he even had his own mother help him out with news about me to keep himself sane while being away. As much as I hate the idea of him using other women to physically keep himself sane, I couldn’t get angry at him for doing that because he missed me so much. 

“So were all the women you were with these years...like me?” 

“No, they were similar but none of them were like you, you’re irreplaceable and I only love you.” he said lifting my chin up and staring into my eyes. As if my blinking and smile were the signal he was looking for, he quickly closed his lips on mine and flipped me around now straddling him. 

“I love you” he whispered in between kisses as he supported my legs that straddled around him and slowly unzipped my dress. 

As he slowly unzipped my dress and untying the halter top letting it fall off me, he grabbed my exposes breast and began to work on it right away taking my left n****e in his mouth while his other hand fumbled with his belt and kicking off his pants, all of this while I’m on top of him. He then pressed his naked hot rod against my wet panties and rubbed our most intimate parts together creating the right amount of friction to make me even more wet and horny than before. 

“Let me show you how much I love you” he said as he slipped my thong on one side and inserted all of his eleven inches in me without hesitating. 

“Oh God Theo!” I screamed with the sudden full thrust that filled me to the brim. By now I have learned that when straddling him his rod reaches all the way to my cervix causing waves and waves of blissful pleasure. Without waiting for me to get used to his large length he thrusted in and out of me while holding me on top of him. My hands ran through his hard six pack muscles and strong muscular arms as I could barely prop my head up without him supporting my body. As he continued to thrust against my deepest spot over and over again while sucking on my n****e like a baby, I soon came with him inside me, still hard and yet to release. 

“I’m going to make sure you understand how much I love you tonight Ellie baby” said as he flipped me on my knees on all fours on the bed. 

“Wai-” I was still coming down from my high when he quickly and roughly thrusted his full length inside me again, this time from behind while grabbing my left breast and supporting himself with one hand on the bed. 

“f**k Ellie, you’re so goddamn tight” he gritted his teeth as he continued to thrust into me.

“God I’m never going to get enough of this tight wet little p***y” he whispered in my ears, making me tighten against his enlarged member inside. I can feel it get bigger and twitch when I tightened meaning he was close. 

“Theo, c*m- c*m inside. Please inside” I begged while he changed positions again. This time he had me spooned in his arms while thrusting inside me from behind. 

“s**t!” he grunted while grabbing my waist tight and releasing in me, as soon as he felt his hot liquid shoot inside me I came again shivering in waves of pleasure and bliss.  By the time he finished fully releasing everything he had inside me I was so tired I fell asleep within seconds.