Kyle’s POV I did mind being asked that. “If you don't mind me asking, how did you deal with losing your dad?” The words resounded in my ears like it was a far echo, like it wasn't said barely inches away from me. And then I heard it again, and again, and yet again. Each repeat, each reminder of him came with a burning ache in my chest. “how did you deal with losing your dad?” I knew the answer, but I’d rather die by firing squad than share it with anyone living or dead. Losing my dad? That was as much a defining moment as it was a scarring one. Then, that bitter memory that tasted like bile hit me. It was like being seven all over again, biting my fingers nervously while sitting in a disturbingly bright hospital lobby, my hair wet and my clothes drenched from being in a rainstor