Between Brothers

Prelude Pt. 2

I resolve that I am doomed, either I’m gonna give in and f**k this girl or I’m gonna move to the trailer park downtown. Shaking my head I walk into a trap.

I walk into my tiny home, apartment on wheels, and I don’t see her. Where is she? I mean I get it this place isn’t exactly tiny, because I’m 6’6” I need space but there are not many places for her to hide. I walk into the bedroom and find her laying on my bed, stark naked. Ay Dio Mio! 

“What are you doing?” I say, trying hard to keep eye contact. 

“Trying to offer myself to you” She replies smiling.

“Why? Why me?” I can’t seem to keep my eyes from wandering, taking in every crevice her voluptuous body holds. f**k!

“Look, you look like you could use the help and I think you’re cute.”

“You don’t even know me”

“Makes this even better, we don’t even have to talk after. You can pretend you don’t know me”

“Do you have any idea what trouble I can get into?”

“Yep, good thing I don’t plan on telling anyone” The smile she’s wearing is dangerous, that’s the only piece of clothing she would ever need around me. 

I want to say no, I want to tell her to go somewhere else, but let's be honest it’s not every day a beautiful girl says quite literally TAKE ME. 

“You’re trouble, you know that?”

“So are you, that’s why this will be fun” 

Before I can say anything else, I’m yanking off my shirt and pants. Walking over to the bed, stalking her as a wolf does its prey. Her eyes are wild like she’s waiting for something to happen. I dip down between her thighs, moist already.

 I love this. 

My d**k is hard as a rock, I’ve been hard all day thinking about her. I line myself up with her opening, I hear her take a deep breath. I hesitate for a moment, am I sure I want to do this? Yes! I push all the way, not noticing she hasn’t breathed yet. I feel her walls closing around me, as I push in and pause. I need to savor this moment, I take my time sliding in and out of her wet p***y. We’re breathing heavily as I drive my c**k into her, her nails dance across my back, pushing me into overdrive. I feel her clamping down on me and I can’t keep going. I push forward, pushing all of my weight into her and cumming. Harder than the shower, harder than with Marissa, harder than with Kailey. 

I slide out of her reluctantly, feeling her go limp underneath me. I finally looked at her, I was so trapped in my own head I never looked at her. Tears streak her cheeks, did I do something wrong? Why is she crying? I climb off the bed and flip on the lights. 

BLOOD IS EVERYWHERE!

“Are you ok? What the f**k?” I shout, running to the bathroom to grab a washcloth and towel. I hurt her, and my dumb ass didn’t even notice. What is wrong with me? A nut was really that important to me that I hurt her. 

“I’m ok, I think. Just a little sore. I’m sorry about the blood.” She says, trying to pull the sheet to cover herself. Why is she sorry? I did this to her.

“Baby, it’s ok. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you. I should’ve checked on you”

“You didn’t hurt me. I… I…”

“Tara, talk to me. Please tell me how to fix this!”

“I was a virgin ok!” 

SHE WAS A WHAT?! 

“Please repeat that,” I say standing up, the idea of having f****d a virgin doesn’t seem to be registering in my head. 

“I was a virgin, I didn’t tell you because I knew you’d say no”

“Hell f*****g yeah I would’ve said NO! Are you insane?”

“I didn’t think it was a big deal, I’m sorry. Look we can do it again after we clean up”

“Get out!”

“Wait, what?”

“Tara, go away! I knew I shouldn’t have done that. And you let me c*m in you are you f*****g serious! GET THE f**k OUT!”

Tears rolling down her cheeks, she runs past me and out the door. I stand there staring at the mess I’ve made, realizing the mess goes beyond the stained sheets. I need expert advice, so I leave to go get some. Kailey’s house is my first stop.

Kailey has been my best friend since fourth grade, she saved me from certain doom on picture day. My mom spent the better part of an hour getting that cow-licked hair to lie down, all of that hard work went to waste when the humidity hit around lunchtime. I stood in the line behind her, she happened to turn around and realized my hair was atrocious. She whipped out a comb and got to work on my head, by the time it was my turn the magical goddess made me look like new. We’ve been friends ever since.

I stand there banging on the door, waiting for Kailey to come down to answer. 

“What the f**k do you want Chrissy?”

“We need to talk,” I say, pushing past her and walking into the living room. Luckily, her roommate is out so this convo won’t be too awkward.

“About?” She says shutting the door and following me. 

“I did something stupid!” 

“That doesn’t explain much Chrissy. Move on”

“I f****d a girl I probably shouldn’t have”

“Bingo! What happened?”

“She’s my brother's friend, she’s only 15!”

“Oh, Chris. That’s… That’s bad”

“I know. She’s a virgin”

“She was a virgin”

“Wait what?”

“If you f****d her, she isn’t anymore. Chris, this isn’t the end of the world”

“I f****d her, realized she WAS a virgin, and then kicked her out”

“Ok, maybe it is” She tilts her head to the side staring at me, and starts laughing as if I said something funny. She sits in her lounge chair and points to the couch, probably to stop me from leaving a path in her Persian rug. 

“Kailey, tell me how to fix this?” I say, laying my head on the back of the couch staring at the ceiling. 

“WHAT HAPPENED EXACTLY?” she shouts, pulling me back to reality.

“Ok. I came home from the new project I told you about and She once again needed to be saved from my brother. I saved her and she offered herself to me as a reward, I took it. I came. Just to realize I hurt her. Then I yelled at her and made her cry and now I’m here”

“You’re an i***t!”

“Tell me something I don’t fuckin’ know already”

“That girl probably likes you”

“Still not something I didn’t know”

“You need to repeat the transaction and make it special dickhead”

“Bingo! But how?”

“By apologizing, profusely. Taking her out to dinner and getting her to want to.”

“I don’t want to date her.”

“Then you shouldn’t have f****d her. Plus, it’s not like you’re seeing anyone else. Woo her sir”

“This isn’t Shakespeare”

“Nope! This is the life of Christopher Blane, the moron who has the answer to all his problems at home crying because she thinks SHE DID SOMETHING WRONG!” 

“f**k! How did I end up here?” I breathed out, never realizing I was even holding my breath.

“You knocked on my door like a mad man, I let you in”

“No smartass. How did I end up here with a girl I’m not even dating”

“Maybe you let your guard down because you want to date her”

Is Kailey right? Do I want to date her? NO! Impossible. This is about s*x, that’s it. 

I left Kailey’s after about an hour or two of panic. I picked up a pizza and a bottle of Jack, there’s my dinner. Crossing town to get back home, I drove past a flower shop. In the window sits the most beautiful white and black arrangement of Lilies. I bought them, why I’m not completely sure but I know who they’re for.

I finally made it home, placing the food on the kitchen counter and making my way upstairs. I can hear music playing lightly through the door, I hope she’s not too upset. I slowly turn the handle, inching the door open. There she lies across the bed, eyes red-rimmed from crying. What an asshole I am?!

“Tara?” I whisper, slightly hoping she doesn’t hear me. 

“Yes, sir?” She replies, not even taking the time to turn over and look at me. 

“Can we talk?” I ask, nervously running my free hand through my hair. 

“Do as you wish Mr. Blane” 

“Will you at least look at me?” I shift nervously, slightly pulling my hair. You hear it in her hoarse voice, she’s pissed. She turns her head to look at me, she’s still crying. 

“I’m sorry. I was a d**k earlier and you didn’t deserve that”

“Yep”

“I want to make it up to you. I want to make this right”

“Really? How do you plan to do that?” 

“Well first, I got these for you. And secondly, I was thinking about pizza and a movie. I promise to keep my d**k in my pants”

“It’s not your d**k I have a problem with”

“Oh yeah?” I say, raising an eyebrow. She starts to laugh and sits up, taking the flowers I handed her. Her smile can really light up a room, I love how infectious it is because before I know it I’m smiling too. 

I walked out of the room, hoping she chose to follow me. 

She did…