/Tracy’s POV/
I feel my body tense and my heartbeats increase on Chris’s statement. He knew I couldn’t possibly wanna talk about it. I tried to talk but I felt the word stuck in my throat. I do care for Chris but I know I can’t have him, goddamnit, did I just admit I care for him? after all this years of denying I ever want to be romantically involved with him, I admitted now? I never should have had s*x with him, this is wrong, this is wrong? I was panicking and I didn’t know how to stop but Chris wrapped his hand around me making freeze.
“It’s alright Tracy, it’s alright if you don’t wanna talk about it” I don’t know why I feel so much relief washed over me breaking the tension that had ceased just a minute ago. Chris tightened his hand around me and I groaned a little feeling af
