I blinked slowly, as if waking from a dream.
A satisfying wet dream that had left me spent. I felt warm and
relaxed, and if I had access to one of those packs of cigarettes
left discarded on the dining room table, I would’ve lit up even
though I’d never smoked a day in my live. But I wanted to breathe
in deep, hold in the moment, let it percolate within me, sear my
lungs, then exhale slowly, sated. I felt as though I had
just been the one in there, f*****g, f****d. I had never found such
release in m**********n before and knew, sadly, I probably never
would again.
But now I knew how it could be between men,
how wonderful and amazing it could be, and I looked forward to
college more than ever. I wanted tonight, a man of my own, those
kisses and that hard d**k in my ass, that ti
